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Dear Diary,

Gusto ko sabihin na ang tanga ko..

Do you wanna know why, Diary?

Nagkakaroon na ng progress ang panliligaw ni Karl kay Ellena. Habang ginagawa niya iyun ay parang unting unti ako pinapatay. My heart hurts.

Kasama rin ako sa pagbili ng mga gamit para kay Ellena. I just wish na para sakin lahat iyun. Pero, hindi naman ako si Ellena.

What I am feeling now is Regret. I let fear win in my system. Na inuna kong isipin ang takot sa mga posibleng mangyari.

After ng lakad namin ni Karl, I talked to Ellena. I just want to ask her kung may pag-asa ba talaga sa kanya si Karl. She answered Yes. And that made my heart shatter into pieces.

I tried my best to be happy while hearing Ellena's confession. I was smiling in the outside but inside, I was devastated.

That moment, I wanted to be selfish?.

Pero hindi ko magawa. These two people are very important to me. Kahit gusto ko maging selfish, kahit isang beses lang. Gusto ko lang naman maging masaya.

Months later, Karl and Ellena are now officially a couple.

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