" how was i suppose to know she was texting me about a KID" i said looking at jay.
" by answering you little dumb fuck" he said.
" i- you- why" i groaned.
" why wha-"
" why me i have enough fucking kids why i have to add one to the roster" i said.
" because you and jhené had sex and-"
" nigga i know what happened" i said rolling my eyes.
" then why did you ask that questio-"
" it was a rhetorical question you bitch" i said hitting him.
" man you betta ask to spend time with your daughter"
" so she can smack me again nahh i'll wait" i said.
" she only smacked you because she tried to reach out to you and you ignored it"
" i thought she was hitting my phone to get into my pants or something so then i blocked her i was on to better things" i said.
" yeah well better things is taking care of that little girl"
" how do we know that's really my child" i said crossing my arms.
" SHE LOOKS JUST LIKE YOU" he yelled.
" bryant is enough for me that bad ass little boy" i said.
" well you got another to deal with you need to take care of her y/n it's not right for her to grow up without her other parent"
i sighed.
" your right" i said.
" i know i am and that's why i texted jhené to slide through with nami so you can officially meet her" he said taking a sip of his sprite.
" YOU WHAT" i said standing up.
" texted-"
" yeah i ain't wanna do this today i just found out i had a child yesterday" i said walking to the door.
i opened it and jhenè was about to knock on the door.
" jay told me you were coming"
" you weren't about to leave" she said raising her eyebrow at me.
" nahh heard ya car pull up a minute ago" i lied walking back to the couch.
i sat down and jhené and namiko walked in.
she hid behind jhené's legs but looked at me.
" namiko this is y/n your.." she looked at me.
i shrugged.
" mama this is your mama" she said.
i sat up and smiled softly at her.
she walked up to me.
" hi" she said said shyly.
i chuckled and stood up but picked her up in the mist.
she squealed.
" hey babygirl" i said holding her in my arms.
she hugged me and i thought about everything i said to jay and felt bad.
" jhené-"
" we can talk about when you can see her and take her" jhené said walking to where i was sitting and sat down.
i just sighed and walked out the room.
i walked upstairs into my room here and sat on the bed.
she was sitting on my lap and she looked up.
" you're pretty" she said.
i kissed her head and she laughed.
" you wanna play" i asked her.
she nodded her head and got up.
i thankfully have toys here because of when unused to bring bryant here.
i pulled them out the closet and spreaded them out.
we played with cars first then foam blocks then she saw his foam swords and wanted to battle i let her beat me everytime we played but i didn't realize jhené was watching us until i was sitting down and nami jumped on me.
i fell backwards and she laughed and so did i.
i heard a laugh that wasn't from us. i look back to see jhené looking at us with a smile.
when she saw me looking at her she stopped and walked away.
i sighed and nami got up.
" mommy" she said running after her.
i sat up but was still sitting on the floor.
" this is gonna be harder than ever" i sighed.
my phone went off and i got a text from ant saying that they were all hungry.
i got up and fixed my clothes.
i walked downstairs and jay and jhené were talking.
" i don't mean to interrupt you two but i have to go the kids are hungry" i said.
" alright y/n stay safe" jay said hugging me.
" bye nami" i said blowing her a kiss.
she blew one back and i smiled.
" uh jhené i'll text you to figure out some type of timing so i can spend time with her" i said.
" mhm" she hummed.
i sighed and looked at jay and he shook his head.
i pulled my key out my pocket and walked toward the door.
" i get i fucked up but damn can i at least get words for a response" i said as i walked out the door.
