Love wreck

A brief introduction

Hey everyone, I'm Kireina Ai, I'm 15 turning 16 in December 24, yes I do get extra presents on Christmas, anyways, here's a summary of my life, I was born in America, yup, born and partly raised, I'm very energetic and I love sweets, oh and I'm Vegan, now, you might be wondering why I'm in a story called love wreck, to tell the truth I'm just as confused as you, I have a perfect love life

Flashback

Sabishi "I'm a total wreck when it comes to love."

Kireina "well it is kinda hard."

Sabishi "I don't really get it, is there something wrong with me?"

Kireina "well it all depends on the person, sometimes being immature can make a girl stop liking them, for example I had a crush on Haruto but since he was too immature I kinda lost interest."

Sabishi "we'll what can you expect, girls do mature faster then boys."

Kireina "that is true."

Sabishi "yeah."

Kireina "hey think you can help me with math I'm a bit lost on the subject."

Sabishi "oh, sure, If you have any doubts just ask I'm here to help."

Kireina "thanks, you're the best."

Sabishi "think of me as your gay friends that isn't gay." The two chuckled as Sabishi scratched the back of his head

Back to the present

See, perfect love life, I know when not to get into a relationship with someone and when to step out. I mean I have dated an upperclassman and we know when to step back

Flashback

Rin "hey Kireina, Minato just got here."

Kireina "what really?!" She ran outside to Minato as Sabishi stood under the door frame and looked as she jumped in front of Minato as he sighed

Rin "something wrong?"

Sabishi "nothing to worry about, are they dating?"

Rin "well they broke up but knowing them they'll be back together in a week."

Sabishi "huh, do you know why they keep breaking up?"

Rin "not really, I just know they do, what you have a crush on her?"

Sabishi "maybe."

Rin "it would be bad if you went after her, after all you know that she's probably going or is dating someone else."

Sabishi " yeah I know."

Rin "don't worry, you'll find someone."

Sabishi "*sigh* that's what I have been telling myself for 16 years."

Back to the present

See, no type of toxic relationship and I'm a master of getting over a break up

Flashback

Kireina "you alright?"

Sabishi "huh? Oh yeah."

Kireina "you're lying."

Sabishi "*Sigh* can't keep it a secret from you, well, remember that girl I asked about during the 15th birthday party of Mei."

Kireina "the girl you liked, she was thicc."

Sabishi "can't deny that, I wrote her on Instagram, thanks to Rin who gave me her profile by she hasn't responded."

Kireina "well, that means it wasn't meant to be, here let me show you the tips of getting over someone, first don't think about them, be happy and just think about yourself, oh and the best advice, listen to break up songs, it'll help trust me." Sabishi looked at her phone as she was listening through her earbuds songs that were in a playlist called break up songs

Sabishi "you going into a break up?"

Kireina "oh, no, I just like the songs."

Back to the present

Yup, expert in love and break ups, yup, I really don't understand why I'm a protagonist is this story,  I'm Kireina Ai, my name and last name mean Beautiful love, wonder if it was destiny or just pure coincidence, can't wait to see

Hey, can I hear me fine, sweet, my name is Sabishi Fuun, I'm well how do I say this, I'm a bit shy but not in a regular way where I stutter or just stay quiet and ignore the conversation, I have a strange habit of saying things that have no sense, you see for much of my life I have been a loner, I'm an only child meaning I had no one in my family to talk to as a friend, when I started school I was ignored being called annoying and strange, it wasn't till 8th grade I found friends but 7th grade was a year that I tried to get a girlfriend, it ended with rejection more the once and being called a stalking, then in 8th grade I fell in love with a girl but me being me I didn't realize that I even loved her till school ended and I moved to Japan.

Yeah I'm unlucky with love, how unlocks, my first name means lonely and my last name means bad luck, yup, things are not going my way, but it doesn't mean I haven't found girls interested in me, it's just the girls that are the girls that would usually cheat with their partner and wanted to be with me thinking I was rich, after a horrible year I transferred to a public school, at first I didn't pay attention to girls, I didn't care that much

Well that was until I met Kereina, she is gorgeous and beautiful and not to sound like a perv but she has the rights curves in the right places, but I would be lying that I feel in love with her for that reason, believe me or not I thought her as a best friend at first but with time I fell in love with her personality, always so energetic and different from the other girls from my class and her quirks, what might make people think she's bit crazy or stupid actually makes me smile and love her more

Yup, I love her but I'm afraid,  I have bad luck with girls,  I don't seem to be able to get in a relationship always being called weird or crazy, I wish I could tell her what I feel but my doubts keep me back, what is she doesn't love me back, what if we don't like each other after we start dating, what if we date and see we aren't compatible, what if I ruin our friendship, what if she leaves me because I can't give her all the things she wants, what if I can't compare to her past lovers, all this makes me nervous, I want to tell her but, I just can't, all I want is to find someone to love, but, I'm losing hope, I don't know if it's possible for me to even find love, if I do, I would be the happiest man alive