Taming The Legendary Assassin (Last Season)

☆Chapter 14☆

~Paano kung buhay pa pala si Aristia?~

Muling pumasok yan sa isip ko at napatayan sya ng tawag subconsciously.

I frustratedly thrown my phone somewhere inside my car at napasuntok muli sa manubela.

I grabbed my necktie and just decided to removed it dahil parang hindi muli ako makahinga ng ayos at saka ko naman binuksan ang tatlong botonos ng polo kong suot.

I closed my eyes and took a deep breaths repeatedly to calmed myself down.

This anxiety sucks. The tightness in my chest is too suffocating but I'm still glad that I didn't suffer a claustrophobia cause I might be in hell right now since inside this car, I find peace that felt like I don't wanna get out.

Inside this car, I found comfort that it also became one of my safe haven.

Siguro dahil ito ang sasakyan na paboritong gamitin noon ni Aristia. Inside this car, pakiramdam ko kasama ko sya kahit saan ako mag punta.

I took a deep breath and rested my eyes when all of a sudden, memories from 7 years ago flashed back again, ang huling kataga nya sakin.

"I love you more than you ever know.. i won't never get tired of loving you and I might be your star but you are always be my w-whole Galaxy h-hon... Pls live for me.. live your life to the fullest p-para sakin..". I saw her smiled while looking at me but then she slowly close her eyes and later on her hands become lifeless at hindi ko narin marinig ang tibok ng puso ni Aristia.

I hugged her even tighter and i can't even stop myself from crying harder habang yakap sya ng sobrang higpit..

Mabilis akong napamulat at napatitig ako sa mga kamay ko at kahit wala ng bakas pa ng dugo ni Aristia ay pakiramdam ko dama ko parin. Damang dama ko parin yung sakit twing sasagi sa isip ko kung paano sya nawala sakin.

Her heart's stopped beating that time, she has a tons of poisons in her system and the explosion... None of us had a chance to save her maski si Jade, they are both left behind.

So why?? Why I'm suddenly hoping now na sana.. Sana nga buhay pa sya.

It's been 7 years since that day pero bakit ngayon pa ulit? Ngayon pa ulit ako mas nabuhayan ng pag asa?

Aristia's my constellations, my brightest star... the guiding light.

I even named my son.. Aster that means 'star'

"Rainy... I don't know... I don't know what to think anymore.." I uttered at napapikit nalang habang dama ko pagtulo ng luha ko.

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••Grey Leisen's POV••

I drove my car na yung mga mata ng babaeng yon kanina ang nasa isip ko.

Saglitan lang yon na mag tama mata naming dalawa kahit na may duda akong kita nya ko dahil sa scope ng baril ang gamit ko at agad ko rin naalala ang sugat na nagawa ko sa kanya sa pagbaril ko kanina.

Napahampas ako sa manubela at gumewang unti ang sasakyan ngunit wala lang sakin ito.

My mind is a complete mess right now.

I miss her.. I miss her so much na kahit makita ko lang sya ulit kahit sandali ok na sakin basta makita ko lang na buhay pa nga sya at ayos ang lagay nya.

I might be going insane but I don't care pero aasa ko, aasa muli ako and I'll wait patiently kahit na alam ko sa sarili na hindi nako makapag antay pa.

Since the day she died, I tried my best to live my life just like i used to ngunit kasabay lang non ay ang matututunang mag panggap na ok lang ako araw-araw.