The End.... Kinda

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Okay, holy shit, this account was so hard to get back into. 12 year old Casper had this shit down on lock.

Hi. Wow. 3 years since that last part! Crazy! So let me reintroduce myself!

My name is Casper Peters, I'm a recent high school graduate working two jobs to eventually try to become financially stable and steady. I have a beautiful relationship with the most amazing man I could have ever asked for and turns out that best friend is like waaaaay better as a boyfriend. (hi honey) I have been on testosterone for about 4 months? I'm completely out and happy with myself in terms of sexuality and gender. I wear what I want, when I want, how I want and I have learned how to cope with my dysphoria.

I have gone through a lot but the view at the top is worth it. My voice gets all scratchy and deep when I'm tired, I get called "sir" constantly, I've never quite believed it would be this good.

When I started this, I was a really sad, really scared kid who thought that being 15 was just like being 18. Now that I'm ending this, I'm an 18 year old man with a life I'm proud to lead with so much going for me. The support and love I have received from everyone in these last 6 years have been taken and used to mold every part of who I am today.

Thank you so much for reading about me complaining about something we as brothers all share - FTM problems.

Now to speed through some lil tips n tricks from me to y'all right quick.

- Try to wear backpacks on the outside of your shoulders. Makes them look broader and there's less focus on your chest.
- Walk with your feet pointed out.
- Manspread is real. Do it.
- Head up. Good posture makes all the difference.
- Don't! Force! Your! Voice! Down!
- Speak clearly and with authority. It is your voice. Use it.

And lastly, find some respect for yourself and grasp onto it. Never let it go. Don't ever, ever regret being you. I would hug you all if I could but.... You all know how it is lol.

I might update in another three years. I hope I'll have seen a couple dozen more cats by then.

- C.J. :)

15 years old - Freshman/Sophomore

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15 years old - Freshman/Sophomore

15 years old - Freshman/Sophomore

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