"You're welcome baby. I see how much you love my son so it wasn't a big deal" she waved me off
"Well thank you again"
"No problem honey" she smiled before I walked out.
I went back downstairs and this nigga had made a big ass sandwich.
"You sharing?" I ask
"Hell nah" he said taking a big bite
"Wow how selfish"
"Mhm" he said chewing
"I sure am hungry" I say trying to be discreet
"Yo mommy let you eat sandwiches?"
"Yeah"
"I bet" he said taking another bite.
"You like cheese on yours?" I ask
"Mhm" he nodded
"I wish I had a sandwich"
"Here" he put the sandwich to my face letting me get some.
"Thank you"
"Mhm" he said getting his phone out.
"You gon get on yo phone when I'm right here?"
"You do it all the time" he said taking another bite.
"I guess"
We sat in silence while he smiled at his phone a little too much for my liking. I didn't wanna say nothing but damn was it bothering me.
"You good?" He looked over at me
"I'm fine" I gave a fake smile
"You seem pissed"
"Why would you say that?" I tilt my head
"You just look mad" he shrugged
"Nah I'm fine" I shake it off.
"Okay" he looked back into his phone and it dinged.
"Well I just came to check on you but Ima head home" I fake yawn
"Aight let me walk you out" he got up following behind me.
"Alright be safe"
"Fasho love you"
"Love you too" I smile sadly walking to my car.
I got in my car starting to think.
"That nigga didn't even ask me to stay" I say before I pulled off.
I was pissed beyond what words can describe. I called Tiana snd asked could I come by and of course she said yeah.
"What's up boo you sounded mad on the phone" she hugged me
"I think I'm losing Taurus" I break down crying.
"Wait baby" she said wiping my face "come sit"
We walked to the couch and she tried to calm me down.
"Start from the beginning"
"Stacia told me she got him out and to come visit so I did" I sigh
"Okay take your time" she said
"So I went by you know everything was normal until I went upstairs"
"What you mean?"
"I came back downstairs then he was on his phone the whole time and he was smiling at his phone like his happiness wasn't right there"
"Girl you are a mess" she chuckled
"But then his phone dinged"
"Ari that could mean anything"
"But he was smiling too much"
"Girl you are too much"
"So then I was just like okay I'm gonna head home he had the nerve to say alright" I say as my voice cracked
"Babe" she laughed at me.
"This isn't funny T" I smack my hands on my thighs
"I'm sorry" she said trying to control her laughter.
"And he walked me out he said he loved me but the I was missing"
"Why don't you talk to him about it?" She asked
"Then I might seem insecure and I don't wanna be that girlfriend" I sniffle
"Well listen you'll never know if you don't talk about it"
"Ughhh"
"Maybe y'all spend too much time together and he wants some space"
"He was just locked up last night what space he need?"
"I'm not even finna play" she laughed
" can I stay here tonight?"
"Of course" she got up going upstairs
I stayed on the couch just thinking about what happened today. Maybe I was tweakin but maybe I wasn't.
We gone see for sure.
