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haejin's pov

its school day, and apparently im walking to my locker but my mind is drifting somewhere else since its full of thoughts.

i swear if i ever receive a confession from someone, MOSTLY FROM MY OWN FRIENDS — i rather die instead of rejecting them.

like bro - its hard to do rejecting.

because i also know how it feels like, its hurt as hell and its hard to move on, okay?

i love all my friends BUT NOT IN A ROMANTIC WAY.

i dont know what so special about me, why did sunghoon and jungwon like me? i mean there's a lot more girls that are kinder, are prettier, are better than me.

WHY DO THEY HAVE TO CHOOSE ME 😭

aish these two making me mentally not okay.

i feel really bad to reject wonnie, like dude - he's the cutest and tiniest kitty but i had to hurt his precious HEART and its make me guilty.

and now, how do i say no to that weird walking penguin.

my head hurt, i should dicuss this with myself later...

i just hope i didn't receive any confession again.. i rather stay single for my whole life now - i mean being a grandma with a lots of cat is not bad tho :)

that's when i arrive on my locker and open it to only see a bouquet of roses and a letter in pink envelope.

good, is it valentines now? ITS FREAKING SEPTEMBER -

“dont tell me its another confession from someone i know” i muttered and hit my head on the locker again and again.

some students that were still on the hallway probably thinking im crazy now.

i open the envelope, and take the letter out.

meet me at the rooftop, on recess time :)
— j

nice! now he want to meet me huh? TT

“j? jungwon? jake? no. there's no way its jay right? jay didn't show any affection or anything to me so I guess its either jungwon or jake”

“but how am i so sure its my friends? im probably delulu to think my friends like me? but no, jungwon and sunghoon did like me so i hope its only them two.”

“even tho i receive a confession from someone else, its still hard for me to do rejection”

but its better to reject them than my own friends, right?

- skip time, recess -

i walk to the rooftop with a heavy heart. im still didn't know who it was and i really hope its not my friend.

this is nervewracking i swear to god, i just want to punch someone right now —

as i reach the rooftop, i see a boy (well obviously) back facing me. even just by looking at his back, i sigh knowing its someone i know -

someone who is indeed my friend.

shit.

wait is he going to confess ?

oh double shit.

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