𝙥𝙖𝙞𝙣 . 𝙟𝙟k (⊃｡•́‿•̀｡)⊃

that way

"but friends don't look at friends that way"

"ooohh someone's got a crush" dina said while teasing me "stop it he might hear us" i scolded her "i see the way you look at him" no matter how hard i try to ignore dina, she was right i look at jeon jungkook the most popular basketball player of our school, a special way i can't stop blushing whenever he glances at me too "oh my god he looked at you" dina screamed "he didn't" "he did oh my god y/n are you blind?!" but i did notice it, whenever jungkook glances at me i could see he would stare for a while and when i look at him he would look away

somtimes jungkook and i would have small talks when we walk past each other, we would sometimes smile at each other or tease each other and i remember i would feel butterlifes in my stomach when i see him

i often think i wish i could read his mind so i would know what he thinks about me

everyday we would be chatting each other, calling each other names and stuff sometimes me and my friend would be buying the whole basketball team meals to eat after practice and jungkook would the first one to have

i remember that one time of being jealous to a girl because he was so close to jungkook, so i made jungkook jealous also it worked but he didn't talk to me for a few days

so that's what a jealous jungkook looks like

one day everything changed when i heard he was courting someone, she was so pretty i couldn't battle with a face like hers she and jungkook were perfect for each other but all this time i wondered what would happen if i just confessed to him, that way i won't be feeling this right now

i hate this feeling

i thought i was the only girl he has ever given attention to, it turns out he gives it to everyone i thought i was special but i wasn't i was just a friend of his, a friend that wqnted more than just to be friends

i thought he liked me too

the way we tease and joke about each other, the way we look into each other's eyes it was not just "friends" it was more than that i know he felt it too the chemistry between us

but.. i guess..

some people are just meant to be a part of our life

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author's note
i don't know where this quote came from so just comment the credits, anyway i hope you liked the chapters so far hehe