'wake up in the morning feeling like p diddy' (tik tok by kesha)
i smiled at myself and got off the bed
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silence
total silence in the room.
i walked towards bathroom and got scared by myself. I looked like a mess
Hair all in air. I washed my face and brushed my hair and then went to my room.
I greeted some staff I met in the way and pushed open my door revealing......no one
'what was I expecting?' I said to myself.
I took my cloths and went to take a bath.
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I wore my pink pants and black t shirt.
I walked towards the boys dorm.
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I saw 2pm going towards cafeteria....I bowed and said " annyeong haseyo"
They bowed and said hello back. I entered the boys dorm skz section
(A/N- I don't know what there dorm system for real is so I wrote anything.... don't mind)
I waved them hello and kept my bag aside
I saw the beds messed up and started folding their cloths.
"Atleast fold your cloths guys" I said
"You are doing it we don't have to" changbin said.
After folding those tons of clothes I sat on a chair. Finally.....
"So what do we have today?" I said.
Bangchan was standing with his back facing me. He turned around and said " we will show you around the building today and then today will be you first vlive" he said and started walking towards closet.
"Oh ohkay" I said and sat down on a chair. All were busy doing something and Lee know and jisung were playing games.
"What are you playing?" I asked peeking into their devices. "Free fire" Lee know said in his cold voice.
I scoffed and said " I have 1000 diamonds" I said proudly not looking at them and smirked.
"Please play with us" jisung said to me " I am pretty busy you know" I said looking at my non existence watch.
"Aish" ji sung said and I cut him off saying "tell me your ID"
......
We three were playing and then i.n also joined us. We were playing 5th round and I won again. We were a team but I won because they all died leaving me alone to play that game.
"Yayyy I won again!" I said jumping on my seat.
"Yes we too yayy" ji sung said and i.n and Minho gave him disappointed look.
"Let's go" bangchan said. He was in a hoodie and his hands in his pocket.
"Ohk" I said and stood up "Bye" I said waving at the members.
I followed bangchan as he took me to his 'chan's room'
"Let's do a live" he said smiling. Aahhh his smile is the best thing I have ever seen.
"Sure" I said giving him a thumbs up.
"Ohk it started" he said "sir may I come in?" I said "yes" he said laughing
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We had a lot of fun while talking about likes and dislikes. We didn't read the comments.
"Let's read some comments and then end it for today" he suggested
"Ohk" I said and took my phone
I don't like cho ji ah she is ugly and her voice is not that nice even tho I didn't listen to her singing but I can tell from her normal voice
She's so ugly
Ugh I am better than her
Bangchan say 'hola' and please tell ji ah to leave I don't like her
just leave already you don't fit here
Uff seeing so many hate comments made me tear up but I was angry also so I kept it normal.
I looked at chan and he was looking at me with concern. I smiled and said " now the show starts" smirking
" So I see alot of hate comments which I don't really care about but let's reply to all of them" I said and bangchan didn't say anything
"First I see ' your ugly'......I am better than you" I said and flipped my hair
"Bangchan I love you" I said "that's a comment" I said looking at him and smiled. Holding my tears was very hard but I did it anyway
'Your voice is not nice ik that from your normal voice haha' " you didn't have to write haha cause it's not funny and I wouldn't be here if my voice was not nice.
'I am soo better than her why is she selected' "I am selected because I gave audition and because I was confident.
"I... Really want to curse but I won't" I said making a fist.
"Calm down calm down let's end it here byee" he said and ended the live.
I was feeling so sad that I can't even tell him. I don't want him to be sad because of me I really wanted to cry right now. I stood up from my seat and walked outside towards the bathroom.
I could hear bangchan calling me but I didn't look back and went inside the bathroom and burst out my tears.
My makeup was ruined but I didn't care.
....
I came out after 10 minutes of crying washed my face and went back to chan's room. "Hi" I said with a weak voice.
"Hi are you alright?" He said and stood up walking towards me
"Yeah I'm fine I guess" I said forcing a smile.
"You don't have to pretend if you want my shoulders to cry I am always there" he said as he caressed my back.
I nodded with a smile and sat on the couch.
"Do you wanna hangout today?" He said out of nowhere
I looked at him and said " ohk who else?" I asked " other members" he said as he switched his computer off.
"Where" I asked staring at the ceiling.
"I don't know"
"Wow"
"Thanks....think of somewhere"
"Ohk I know a place let's go there"
"Ok I'll text everyone"
He took out his phone and started typing on his phone.
I was thinking about the fans hating me. I don't really care but I don't know it just hurt me so much that I wanted to cry. I started to hear people saying those hate comments and couldn't resist and tears started to fall from my eyes. I sat down and brought my knees near my face.
"Yah what happened? Are you alright?" I heard bangchan saying. But I cried.
Bangchan stood up and sat near me and placed my head on his shoulders.
