Behind The Mischief

chapter 8

sorry if this is sad too. there will be T.W. (rape and SH)

it's has been another week since Loki was able to be out of the med bay and walk about, Thor went back to Asgard to explain Loki's current situation, but other than that nothing has really happened recently, everything went on as normal. 

well almost as normal as it could...except for the fact that Loki constantly gets fascinated by literally everything.

he was watching nat make herself a toast with a toaster, he didn't know the purpose behind putting a slice of bread inside a blending-looking machine and it was normal for him to be curious. so he watched as nat waited, he waited along with her curiously while sitting on a stool....right next to the toaster which was a big, big, BIG mistake

"I wouldn't be sitting so close to that Loki" nat said calmly, at first he ignored her completely, not wanting to take his eyes off of the toaster. most probably fearing that it will happen before he could see it

after a few more seconds of deciding he finally questioned her, eyes still locked on the toaster and she sighed  

"why is tha--AGH!"

as the bread sprang out of it he jumped out of his seat and landed hard right on his but on the floor, nat just chuckled walking over to grab her toast while Loki got off the floor looking like a tomato 

"Loki can you--what happened to your face?" tony came over to ask Loki what more clothes he wanted since he was staying at the tower and didn't wanna be walking around with his armor reminding him of the things he did so he and Tony were in the process of buying, so to say he was confused was an understatement

"w-well, uhm--" he was partially glad when tony cut him off of his stuttering but certainly did not appreciate if afterward

"relax lokes, don't need to get worked up about it, Friday what happe--" he was cut off by a screeching Loki "NO!" tony narrowed his eyes at him glancing a nat who was stifling a laugh "and why's that reindeer games" he asked suspiciously 

and he stood there silent, trying to have the floor swallow him up and nat took pity on him when she saw him trying to distract himself from the conversation by counting the cereals in his half-eaten bowl

"He got jumped by a toaster" tony stood there trying to process what she said and understood what might have happened, he just smiled not wanting to embarrass him more. letting it slide

"I think I found more clothes for you lokes, come one" Loki visibly relaxed at the change in subject and sighed, following tony to the labs, abandoning his breakfast

it was still early in the morning but tony had some work to do for S.I so he had no choice but to get up. steve, sam, and bucky are out for a run while bruce was down in the intern's labs checking their work and helping when needed. clint's probably in the vents.....as always, while rhodey...he had no idea where his friend is or what he was doing

Loki is still scared. at times he'd go back to the way he was when they got him out of the control, slowly he was getting better but there was one thing that the team didn't know...

Loki would wake up every night to a nightmare, every night is worst than the night before. he'd gasp awake, trying and failing at controlling his racing, terrified mind, and heart. he would do one thing to get his mind off the nightmare 

the memories that plagued his mind day and night, preventing him from sleeping any further along with letting him feel peace

he still had his magic, but it was weak. when Thanos took full control of his mind, he also took full control of his magic, somehow managing to remove half of his seidr. he was devastated when he couldn't feel half of his magic...so the only thing that was able to get his mind off the horrible things they did to him was through his dagger.