I wanted to feel loved.
Well, I guess I'm all alone now. It was an exciting and fun year with my friends, but what can I do? They're all with their partners now. Sometimes I feel that I am undeserving of love; I mean, all of them have their other halves but me, hmmm. Does it have something to do with my introversion? So what if I'm not active on social media, on Facebook, Twitter, Instagram. I don't believe that you'll have to always be online to gain a lover! But the world is different today. Everything is on the internet, of course.
I also tried to find someone on the internet, but they're just uncommitted, and you know the bed. That's not the type of person I am! I want to bed the one I would love till the end of our days! For heaven's sake!!! But maybe I'm destined to be alone? Sometimes I can't imagine myself having a lover in the future. The absence of romantic relationships makes me imagine things like that. I just wanted to feel the love that I deserved like my friends do, well, some of them, hehe. I did have boyfriends in the past, but they're all assholes; if they're not committed, they would just want to ravish my body. It's a good thing that I was never a fool to lose my virginity to them. I'll only be glad to lose it to the person I love and deserve the wholeness of my clean, pure, innocent body. Yameteee~~~ am not totally innocent I wonder why does it have to be yamete instead of yamero I'm confused. Anyway, I wanted to feel loved.
-Riley's Diary (25/08/2016)
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