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Chapter 16 (Dream) ✔︎

Tuesday

as the hours of the day went by during school—
my mind was somewhere else
that morning after me and george had sex, we didn't even want to get up
we just wanted to hold each other like if the world was ending

i smiled to myself as i remembered the touch of his fingers ruffling through my hair—
the feelings of his arms wrapped around me
it made me wonder what else we could try together
"i wonder if he's up to try some new things" i thought to myself

my thoughts were interrupted when i heard the familiar voice of my best friend coming from in front of me
"sapnap?!"

i looked up and saw him, karl, and quackity talking with eachother
at first i found myself getting up to go talk to him, but when he looked in my direction and saw me—
he turned around and just left—
not even a smile—
not even a wave—
not even a hello—

i thought of the incident that happened four months ago with my best friend
his words still hurting me deep down
" why was i the only one left behind?.. "

badump

a hand was pressed on my shoulder, when i looked up i saw george taking a seat next to me as he asked me what was wrong—
at first i remember not saying anything as i continued to think about sapnap— but then i looked over at him
" i'm just thinking about sapnap"

"still no word from him huh.. i'm sorry love"
he says as he rests his head onto my shoulder

" no i just saw him, but he didn't even acknowledge me at all.. "

" what? he ignores you for two months—
then takes a month off school—
and he comes back and continues to ignore you"

i rested my head onto my desk and sighed to myself
" i don't blame him george, i lied to him and kept a huge secret from him—
he has every right to be mad at me—"

george then grabs my shirt and pulls me by the collar, his face filled with anger and annoyance
" That doesn't give him the right to ignore you dream?!—
we don't know when— you're leaving..
he's being selfish! "
i could see some tears forming in his eyes, but all i could do was just smile and give him a small hug

" maybe so.. but i knew how it would turn out with me and him—
i just have to accept it "

george sighed and placed a small pec onto my temple— as well as a head pat
"i have to go back to homeroom, but let's have drive in lunch together? "
he smiles at me, i nodded in response as he picks up my hand and places a gentle kiss behind it

the blush that came on my cheek was noticed as he winks and walks away from my sight
" god i love him" i said to myself, a huge grin plastered on my face
suddenly i felt my desk shift and someone tripped forward

feeling startled and concerned i quickly got up from my seat to see if the person was alright—
i instantly noticed the black hoodie they wore along with a black hat covering their face—
" hey are you okay?" i said as they got up

they didn't say anything— instead they just sprinted out of the classroom—
i raised my eyebrow in confusion and went back to sit at my desk
but there was something left on top
a folded up piece of paper

badump

my nerves were going crazy—
my fingers trembled as i opened the folded paper—

"I don't want any trouble.. so i suggest you come alone to the roof of the school today during lunch it's very important what i have to tell you— since it's about george
do not tell him or any of the group, come alone"
-Anonymous