Chapter 8 (Dream) ✔︎

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" until you get over sapnap.. i'll be his replacement"

the drive was unbearably silent, my brunet roommate gripped onto the steering wheel of his car and stared beyond what felt like endless roads

he was driving down some path that had forests surrounding us—
it made me anxious and a bit scared, but i swallowed the fear and just let him drive

i could feel my eyes getting heavy, i hadn't been sleeping well
and it caught up to me in the worst possible moment
" dream? " i could hear his soft voice next to me, but i didn't respond—
instead i rested my head against the window and dozed off

" dream.. wake up "
george says to me with a gentle nudge to my shoulder, lightly awaking me from my sleep
my eyes opened slowly as i saw he had my passenger side door open and was leaning against the car—
a yawn escapes my lips,

as i stretched my upper body, something slipped off my body and i quickly grabbed it before it fell onto the ground
a black jacket?

i looked at george who was staring into the distance in silence, i blushed and smiled as i slowly extended out my hand and jacket from the car
" thank you george, for the jacket i mean "
he turns to look at me, then takes the jacket and puts it back on—
the silence grew louder and louder, i could practically hear the ants and small night creatures roaming on the earths floor
" why?.." he finally said

"hmm? "

" why do you want to be sapnaps " replacement" dream—
why are you not angry at me—
why are you still willing to be so patient with me even after everything i've done—
why are you still so fucking nice— "
his voice cracking with every "why " he asked me, but i continued to listen as i sat back into my seat, eventually he turns and places his right hand onto the open passenger side door, and his left hand on the roof of the car—

" why.. are you.. still so nice to me "
his tears glistened in the moonlight, like diamonds were falling from his eyes
every tear being the words that he kept hidden from others
" i hate it—
i hate it dream—
i hate crying—
i hate sapnap—
i hate everything! why couldn't he just leave me alone! "
his sentences sounded like something a little kid would say, yet i understood them so clearly

" i hate it—
i hate it dream"
meaning, that he didn't like how he knew everything would turn out from the beginning

" i hate crying "
meaning, he didn't want people to see him at his weakest

" i hate sapnap "
meaning, he didn't like how one person could make him feel important

" i hate everything!— why couldn't he just leave me alone! "
meaning.. why couldn't he just listen to himself

his body slowly slid down the open passenger side door where i was sitting, i heard his knees hit the ground floor as he rests his head on my lap, his violent trembling taking over my lap as he begins to cry even more
" you remind me so much of him! it makes me angry!—
it's like i'm falling for him all over again and i can't handle it anymore dream i can't! "
all i could do in that moment, was let my own tears run down my cheek and gently run my fingers along his dark brown fluffy hair, until he stopped crying and stopped trembling

about two hours go by into the london night, george's trembling finally died down along with his tears
" george?.." i said softly
he lifts up his head from my lap and looks at me with a hint of tears still in his eyes, i caressed his cheek and softly whispered
" it'll be okay— "

george gets up from his kneeling position and gently places his hand onto my own, his head leaning into my touch—
" how do you know that— "
he says to me as a tear streamed down and landed in between my touch and his cheek,
i smiled
" because i'm not sapnap, i'm "Dream Taken "—
the scholarship boy"

the both of us look at each other for a few seconds, until a snicker escapes the both of us,
a snicker turned into giggling—
giggling turned into loud laughter—
i had never seen him.. or even heard him laugh before
i..i loved it

"hey.. " he says as he leans close into my face
" can i kiss you?.. please "
our lips softly brushing up against one another, i could feel his trembling breathe—
i said nothing— instead i looked into his eyes and placed his hand onto my beating heart
" whatever you want to do.. i'm okay with it "

he bunts his forehead against mine and gently trails his hand down my chest and stomach
making me tremble
but before he kisses me, he lifts his head up slightly and spoke softly
"then.. can i kiss you in the mornings? "
i nodded

" can i hold your hand in public? "
i nodded

" can i hug you in public? "
i nodded

" are you sure?.. i don't want you to— "

i cupped his face with my hands and laughed a bit to myself
he's so cute
" i told you, until you get over sapnap—
i'll be his replacement—
so treat me however you want—
i am positively sure george "

he smiles at me once more, then leans in—
our lips were soft against one another,
the two of us in sync with our lust filled minds
he deepened our kiss when his lips began to lightly suck on my tongue.. making me let out a whimper
"mnh~ "

i returned the favor—
my lips lightly sucking on his tongue as he grinds himself onto me
moaning.. grunting.. panting..
everything was so erotic, our warm bodies against eachother—
our clothes rubbing in sync with our movements—
his hand gripping my thigh—
the saliva that trickled down our chins and neck—
it all felt like a fever dream, but i knew that this was reality

and i was loving every. single. fucking. second of it

|| To be continued... ||










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