Are we perfect

Guess whos back

This song kinda goes with the end of this chapter
Anna:
It's been about 5 months today I'm going home until I have to go back like 2 weeks and I have to go back I'm going to try my best to spend those 2 weeks with everyone my moms going to be happy to see me I haven't talked to her I've been scared but I wonder how it's going to be Sab is picking me up from the airport she's going to be happy I wonder how there doing

At the airport
I see sabs car pulling up she get out of her car she runs up to me and hugs me
Sab:I fucking missed you and hey you didn't die
Anna:I missed you and yes I didn't
I laughed I got my stuff in the back of the car Sab started driving
Sab:so how is it
Anna:umm it's good
Sab:that's good
Anna:so how have you been
Sab:I've been ok
Anna:what do you mean okay
Sab:it would be better with you here
Anna:I'm sorry
Sab:it's okay
Anna:have you guys been to the bar lately
Sab:umm no what
Anna:the truth don't lie
Sab:yeah...
Anna:god damn it have you guys talked to Eva lately
Sab:yeah
Anna:that's good
Sab:yeah i guess

We get home I get the stuff from the back and go inside
Brandon runs to me
Brandon:I missed you
Anna:I missed you too dude
Brandon:Mom Anna's home

Knock knock
Sab opens the door it Eva
I run to her and hug her
Anna:been a while
Eva:yeah
Anna:I missed you a lot
Eva:I missed you too Anna
We stop hugging I turn around it's Katie just standing there
Anna:Katie what happened to you
It looks like she got in a fight
Katie:uh nothing don't worry
Anna:no Katie it's not nothing what happened
Katie:some girl from school were being stupid and
Anna:ima have to beat some people up
Katie:no don't
Anna:to bad but first come here and give me a hug don't you think I miss you and your hugs
She gives me a hug
Katie:okay maybe
Anna:don't worry I'll beat them up later right now i want to spend time with all of you
Anna:wait where my mom
I see her get of her room she just looks at me it a tear drops down her face
Anna:mom
I go up to her and hug her
A/m:what were you thinking
Anna:mom im sorry
She stays quiet

Eva:
I really missed Anna it's been 5 months without her I mean I did go 1 year without her but it was all my fault and I regret that because we would be together maybe well I'm just glad she's back and not hurt she's safe we all sit on the couch Anna sits next to me

Anna:I have to unpack do you want to help
Eva:I would love to help
We go up to her room
We sit on the floor and open her luggage's
Anna:you know I was thinking about you the whole time I was over there
Eva:really because same
Anna:I'm glad you came today
Eva:I wouldn't miss you coming home
Anna:I know you wouldn't
Eva:so when are you going back
Anna:you want me to leave now I. Just got here
Eva:no you know what I mean
Anna:Ik I'm just joking umm I leave in like 2 weeks
Eva:two weeks not bad

1 hour later
We finally finish we just lay in bed
Anna:dang I missed my bed
Eva:I bet you do
Anna:cuddle?
Eva:yes

We start cuddling
Anna:my mom seemed mad at me
Eva:yeah she did
Anna:I don't know what to do I really don't
Eva:just give her some time
Anna:i will
Eva:do you really need to go back?
Anna:yes
Eva:dang it
Anna:Ik you don't want me to leave but I want to
Eva:Ik I just miss you a lot
Anna:you were okay without me for a year this was 5 months
Eva:I wasn't okay but ok
Anna:I love you
Eva:I love you too
Anna:I never asked you why did you Break up with Madison
Eva:she was controlling
Anna:ooh
Eva:yeah
Anna:I can kill her if you want
Eva:your not killing anyone
Anna:fine
Eva:so are we going to talk about us?what's happening between us or?
Anna:um

Katie walks in
Katie:do you guys want to go to the beach and eat cheeseburgers
Anna:sure why not
Eva:I guess
Anna:sorry let's talk about this later
Eva:ok.

We walk out I'm kinda upset she's avoiding this it's like she doesn't want to talk about it at all
Anna:hey we can't talk about it later I-nvm
Eva:yeah nvm
I walk to Sab
Sab:what's wrong
Eva:nothing
Sab:there is definitely something wrong but if you don't want to talk about it it's ok
Eva:thanks
We go get cheeseburgers and head to the beach
We sit down and watch the sunset go down we head back home every body goes to bed except Anna and I we stare at each other
Eva:I'm going home
Anna:do you want to stay
Eva:no I'm good
Anna:look I know your upset Eva
Eva:I am Anna okay just leave me along please goodnight
Anna:I-
Eva:sorry

Anna:
The thing is I am avoiding talking about us I don't know why I just don't want to talk about it I don't know if I want us to be more than friends  I don't want to to ruin anything between us it's already good I can't mess that up but I love her I really care about her I want her and only here nobody is like her I just love her personality no body can compare to her

Sab:are you just going to let her go or what
Anna:i-
Sab:just go to be goodnight
Anna:goodnight
I sit there on the couch I'm not tired I'm just thinking about Eva my mom everybody in my life what I've done I possibly ruined Eva and I friendship and things with my mom we haven't talked to each other Katie and Sab are different

Sab get out of her room
Sab:why aren't you in bed
Anna:I dont know
Sab comes to sit next to me
Sab:can't sleep?
Anna:naw I'm not tired
Sab:oh
Anna:why are you awake
Sab:I can't sleep plus I usually sleep late
Anna:what time
Sab:usually like at 4 in the morning

I hear a doer open it's Katie's
Anna:what are doing
Katie:ooh shit I didn't know you were awake
Sab:just come here
Katie sits next to Sab and I
Anna:so why are you awake
Katie:can't sleep
Anna:let me guess you sleep at 4
Katie:yeah
Anna:why do you guys sleep so late
Sab:no reason
Katie:yeah I'm just going to my room
Katie gets up she's by a wall I trap her by getting intron of her
Anna:why do you you guys stay up so late and don't lie
Sab:okay fine I'll tell you
Katie:now can you not be infront of me it makes me nervous
We all sit down
Sab:okay fine we go to the bar until 2 and then we usually go on a after and then go on a walk
Katie:yep exactly what we do
Anna:disappointed to be honest
Katie:we're sorry
Anna:look it's okay to go once in a while but everyday no
Sab:don't blame us you did it do when you and eva broke up
Anna:Ik but now I stopped and you guys should to
Katie:no
Anna:look if it's because of me just stop please
Sab:no Anna no
Katie:ima go to my room goodnight
Sab:me to goodnight
Anna:you guys don't get it walk away from this
Sab:what do you want us to do anna huh we thought we might of never seen you again okay and then this time that you leave we're going to think the same things again we can't lose you and you told us one week before you left it's like you were never going to tell us Anna we're you even thinking about telling us?
Anna:I don't know Sab but you can't blame this on me
Katie:we can Anna
Anna:fuck both of you
Sab:whatever goodnight

I really fucked up I did this I ruined everything I'm just going to go to sabs room and talk to her

I open sabs door she's laying down and crying
I get in bed and hug her
Anna:look I'm sorry Sab I didn't know leaving would affect you this bad and it hurts me knowing that you getting drunk everyday because of me I could stop if you want me to I don't have to go anymore if it hurts you this bad I can just quit

Sab tuns around and faces me
Sab:it does hurt but you can't quit Anna you can't just don't do it okay it's better for you and for us just don't quit promise me you will leave okay your safer when you go okay you need to protect yourself
Anna:what do you mean Sab I'm safer
Sab:don't worry but you need to leave soon
Anna:Sab tell me now what is happening
Sab:don't worry anna we're fine just leave soon okay you need to leave your not safe
Anna:I'm going to ask Katie
Sab:anna promise me to leave soon

I get out and go to Katie's room
Anna:what is Sab talking about me being safer if I'm not here wtf is happening when I'm not here why am I not safe

Katie looks at Sab
Katie:don't worry about it anna just leave soon
Anna:god damn it
Katie:I don't want you to get hurt anna please just leave
Anna:fine I'll leave tomorrow damn it