Are we perfect

Im a mess

Anna:

Last night I found a hotel I'm going to stay at I need to by an apartment I can't stay at a hotel for a long time

I need to go back to the house get my car it's just that the keys are inside Because I can't walk around or be driven around by an Uber

I guess I'll walk home and get my keys and leave let just hope non of the girls are on the couch

If I walk in and I see Katie Eva or Karina on the couch I'm literally going to run as fast as I can

They will literally murder me

Eva:

I can't believe she left again no goodbyes nothing

Why does she do this

I need her to come home I hope she's just needed to go out for 1 day and come back I already miss her I called her a lot of time she won't answer I texted her no answer she just reads them

Dev and Sab have tried to text her but she just reads them I need to tell Katie to call her or text I really don't care I just want Anna back I'll wait a bit and if she doesn't come home I'm telling Katie to call her

Katie:

I don't know why the fuck Anna just left like that if she comes back home I going to kill her

I mean I want her back just I'm really mad and Sab that she left

I really hope she just left for 1 day and comes back karina has been crying because she wants Anna to come back

Sab:

Why would Anna just leave like that something happened I don't know what but I know something happened and I need to ask Anna because last time I saw Anna was when I was getting out of the car and saw her run out of the house

She won't answer my calls or texts she had to stay at a hotel or something because she can't just sleep out side without anything

I really hope she comes back

Anna:

I start walking to the house

After 30 min I get home

I open the door there's nobody in the couch good I just have to grab my keys and leave

I get my keys I just need to get something out of my room really quick I hope nobody is in there

I go to my room and lock the door behind me

I just need to grab some hoodies and jerry I can't forget him

I grab the things I need and unlock the door shit right as I open my door I drop my keys

I here Katie and Evas door open

Shit shit shit,I say whispering

Katie and Eva see me

I look at them and run

Fuck I trip on the last step but they won't catch up to me

Karina get Anna block the door,Katie saids

I look at them and run to the back door and leave I go to my car that's in the front and make sure nobody's there

I get in my car and drive

Katie:

We could of got her are you ducking kidding me,I say

Look she might come back for something else,dev saids

What if she doesn't,I say crying

No don't cry well get her back home I promise,dev saids

But,I say

No buts we'll find her together and we're not going to give up,karina saids

Okay,I say

It's all my fault guys,Eva saids

No it's not we all knew she was going to leave again at some point but we will find her,Karina saids

Guys I'm not sure about that she's going to get an apartment and we all know that because we're else can she stay and there is a lot of apartments in la,Eva saids

Well if it takes us to go to every apartment we will,I say

She giggles

Sure,Eva saids

1 week later

Anna:

Well I found an apartment and it's kinda close to the house I hope they don't find me

Gets text from Katie

Katie:bro I miss you come home please

Me:I'm not going to go home

Katie:what happened that night did Eva do something

Me:don't you get it Katie I'm a mess I fucked up everything I can't fix something I already broke Me watch go get a plate

Katie:okay got it

Me:throw it

Katie:okay did it

Me:now say sorry to it

Katie:okay

Me:is it still broken

Katie:yes no duh

Me:see that's me I'm the plate I my broken nobody can fix me okay stop trying

Katie:please Anna

Me:I'm giving up slowly Katie I can't do this anymore

Katie:I wish I could tell you this to your face But Look you are not giving up today we went through a lot together as friends

Me:I have pills in my hand Katie

Katie:Anna don't do it

Me:Katie I can't live anymore I'm worthless

Katie:you are not worthless you are not fucking dieing today not today not tomorrow not in a month not in a year never

Me:I have to

Katie:no you don't Anna and if your doing it then your losing  your friend today

Me:Katie no

Katie:yes do you want Sab and Eva karina dev to go through pain because there going to lose both of us if you do it I'm doing it too if you don't believe me I have pills in my hand right now to

Me:Katie you better not they need you they don't need me

Katie:they do need you especially Eva and Karina and all them

Me:Katie your not doing anything to yourself

Katie:I'm not letting you do this alone if you do it I do it because we're together and I love you as a friend tho

Katie:please try for me

Me:I'll try just for you And every one

Katie:thank you

Katie:

She was about to do that I can't imagine losing her if we lost her they would lose me to because we're together in this no matter what if she's far away from me close to me

Why are u crying Katie,dev saids

Anna was about to do it,I say

Well what happened did you help her did you stop her from doing it,dev saids

Yea I told her if she does it you guys are losing me too because she is. It going through this alone,I say

If we lose both of you then you guys would lose me to,Eva saids

Same,karina saids

We're in this together even if she far away from us,