this is not the end ~~ ziam + larry

chapter two

damn. he really didn't look that different then what he normally looks like but he's hot. skinny jeans, t-shirts and jeans jackets apparently fits good on him.

let me correct myself, it obvioulsy looks good on him, evrything does.

"lou, i think it's illegal to look as good as you do" he says, but i dissagree.

"uh uh, you look way better." i say and walk over to the car.

i open the passenger side door to him and then goes around the car and sit myself down at the steering wheel.

"so, where are we going?" harry asks me with his beautiful deep voice.

"surprise." is all i say before turning on the radio.

he pouts at me and then he notices the song playing. style by taylor swift. (a/n you're gonna see a lot of blondie here ;) )

i start laughing and then sings along with taylor.

could end in burning flames or paradise

harry ironically joins in singing. but i can't blame him, this song is just too good not to sing to. even though it is about him, or that's not a bad thing really. everything that involves him is good.

fade into view

it's been a while since i have even heard from you

and i should just tell you to leave 'cause i

know exactly where it leads, but i

watch us go 'round and 'round each time

we sing the song together until it ends and then we just laugh. it is funny how he has almost a whole album written about him even though they only dated for a few months. but he almost got them killed so maybe it's not that weird.

"you know i still got the necklace in my room. the paper airplane one." he randomly says,"you know the necklace we matched."

"yeah i know what necklace you're talking about. but, no i did not." i feel a little betrayed.

"oh no that came out wrong... i have it 'cause i just can't throw it away. i wore it every day, all the time for so long you know, even after we broke up sometimes. but i'm not still in love with her or something lou, i promise." he bursts out.

"okay good, i was actually a little worried for a few seconds." i admit.

"you shouldn't be." he calms me down and places his hand on my knee.

i smile to myself and then we arrive to the resturant. it's just perfectly fancy, not suit fancy but it's not a mcdonalds either. it's just the right place for a larry stylinson date.

we go inside and sit down by the table we are directed to by a waitress and order appetizers. i order garlic bread and harry orders mozarella sticks.

we just sit there, eating a little bit and talking about anything. a little bit about the tour, a little bit about the football situation and just shit talk really.

we order our main courses and it tastes really good actually. i get my usual chicken and harry gets some kind of vegetarian pasta.

"so... umm harry i have a question for you..." i mumble.

"what?" he wonders.

"i have a question for you." i say a little more confident.

"yeah i got that, i was just wondering what the question was." he says with a hint of a laugh in his voice.

"oh well okay. umm... so we've been doing this for some time now and umm i was wondering if you wanted to be my boyfriend?" i stutter.

his whole face lights up and my hopes are sky-high.

but he doesn't say anything. he just sits and stares at me with those emerald green eyes i love so much.

"harry?" i say and i can feel the tears burning in my eyes.

why isn't he answering? why? am i not good enough? does he not like me, like at all? is this gonna destroy our future?

i have so many questions but no answers so i just run away. i don't know where, i just run. run away from harry and everything that just breaks my heart. 

i had just ran into an alley when someone grabs my arm and turns me around. i can feel that it's harry just by how his hand can grab almost all the way around my arm.

i don't fight him but i'm not looking him in the eyes either.

he just says one word. but that one word is enough for me to look up at him and attack him in kisses.

"yes"

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that was chapter two, i hope you liked it!

at the moment i'm going through a pretty bad breakup and writhing is like therapy for me so i'm hoping on posting quite a lot of chapters.

can we just please ignore that the timelines with 1989 and when this is thaking place doesn't match up? i just really wanted to add that part 'cause i liked it so much when i played it out in my head. i have tried to match up everything else as good as i can.

also is i don't answer on that many comments it is because i'm reading them on my phone and my phone is like totally fucked up rn so i can't really write anything on it. hopefully i'm getting a new one as soon as possible :)

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published: 1/9-21

re-edited: 21/9-21

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xoxo mandi