To Whom Do I Belong?

chapter 12

Vikram's POV:

Anything sir?" She inquired

"Anything"

"I want your love, your hugs, your kisses, everything that is a part of you, sir"

"I love you, sir!!" She uttered while looking at me.

Startled by her revelation, I was not able to understand how should I respond. Should I fire her? Should I decline her proposal? Should I fuck her? All of the queries I had begun bubbling inside my head which were left unanswered, and a constant thought kept prodding into my mind that should I believe her regarding what she said about Ruchika? If she loves me, then she will plausibly be jealous of my Jaan, and that's why maybe she framed all of these things. The seed of doubt was planted in my mind upon her confession.

I only wanted to live in peace, have a family with my Jaan, and provide them with my love and care. But all of my fantasies were destroyed when I faced the rejection, the bitter reality of my delusional world which I had woven with our memories.

Why couldn't she see my love? What did I ever lack? I had everything with me, but still, why did she never love me? Why??

Tears brewed up in my eyes as I continued thinking about our moments, but suddenly my thoughts were broken when I felt the maid's hand on my shoulder.
She nodded at me as if trying to provide me with comfort and gave me a glass of water.
I thanked her but removed my hand from her shoulder as it felt uneasy.

As I gulped down the last ounce of water left in the glass, she started uttering with her timid voice.

"Sir, I know you're not believing me, I know it's quite obvious she's your wife and I am just a normal maid, it's ok for you to not trust me but remember that there are two sides to a coin, sir, just like your wife. She pretends to be innocent in front of you, but in reality, she's a vicious lady. I'm sorry to say sir but it's the truth"

As soon as she completed speaking, I slammed the glass on the table and warned her to be within limits. I also reminded her about her place, class and status and summoned her to get out of the hospital instantly. My mind was fucked up as  I didn't know how to deal with this situation. I couldn't even mourn my child's death as dilemmas were continuously bestowed upon my life. It's like there's a whole war declared against me and I'm alone on the battlefield.

I clutched my hair in my palms and pulled them to release the frustration building inside me.

Suddenly the doctor came out of the operation theatre with a nurse behind her holding a fresh ball of flesh and blood in a tray.
The sight left me horrified and stupified as I couldn't believe my eyes. The doctor kept apologizing for not being able to save my heir but nothing reached my ears, except the fact that this ball of flesh is my blood, it's my unborn child who was not able to witness the mortal world.

My knees buckled up as the nurse took my child away from me. I was so close to being a father but it all just happened because of her, my jaan became the reason for the death of my child.
She's the main culprit, because of her carelessness my baby couldn't experience the essence of living.

I needed to calm down, so I came out of the hospital and drove my car back to my mansion.
My physique was all messed up as I directly went towards my private bar and I started gulping down large shots of alcohol.

I loosened up my tie as I was feeling suffocated because of it.
Suddenly a petite figure entered my private bar, wearing a lingerie that was not helping in covering her assets at all. But wait, why is my Jaan wearing such a dress?

I was already intoxicated due to the drink, frustrated because of all the instances happening in my life and now my Jaan suddenly wore a lingerie? Am I dreaming? It feels so real, I never imagined her wearing something like that, but now thinking about it doesn't look bad.

She marched towards me and suddenly sat on my lap.
My head was whirling and my eyes were obscured and now seeing my seductress I was getting hard.
Suddenly she poured the alcohol into a glass, and then with her warm hands she cupped my cheeks and kissed my lips, her other hand kept caressing my groin.
I groaned in anticipation when suddenly she brought the glass in front of me and I gulped it thoroughly.

She was still sitting on my lap when suddenly I started feeling hot and horny out of nowhere.
I felt an intense urge to fuck someone as the sexual frustration started building inside my head. I couldn't control my emotions and carried my jaan on my shoulders and marched towards our bedroom.
Throwing her on the bed, I tore away her clothes and started removing mine.

But still, something felt so odd, she was never so welcoming and I always had to force her, then suddenly this transition?

Ignoring my thoughts, I removed my clothes except the boxers. And then hovered above my Jaan and began sucking her neck, leaving hickeys behind.
I kissed her lips, taking my time sucking each of her petals, she moaned in my mouth but her moan sounded different.

RUCHIKA'S POV

Silent tears rolled down my orbs as I pondered over the fact that again I was alone in this world, with no support, no love and no care.

I couldn't even see my unborn baby, am I so unfortunate?

Why am I so unlucky?
Why?

Questions after Questions came into my mind but none of them were answered.
I wonder where is Vikram??
What will be his reaction? He wanted the baby more than me.
What if he kills me?
I guess it would be better than to live a life like this.

Suddenly a nurse entered with a tray of food, I asked her about my so-called husband's whereabouts to only be disappointed by the fact that -

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