~Blue Bird~ (LokixFem!reader) Book 1

35|Asgard

You said as your hands started to shake

The doors opened and you walked in with Thor by your side

It should be Loki By your side

But instead it was his brother

Pushing those thoughts aside you both continued through the palace

Arriving at the doors to the throne room you started to breathe heavily

The doors opened and there was a beautiful golden throne in clear view

Thor grabbed your hand and walked in

You both stopped in the middle of the room

"Ah my son"

Odin yelled  through the room

"Hello father"

He said a smile on his face

You knew that wasn't Thor's true smile

"We must have the wedding tonight!"

You started to shake more violently your eyes went wide

You looked up at Thor

Thor looked down at you apologetically

"Of course"

Thor said looking now to his father

Odin smiled

"Good"

He said waving his hand to dismiss you and Thor

You both walked out of the throne room and through the castle

Thor went to his chambers while some of the maids and servants took you to a room and found a wedding gown

Bathed you clothed you and did your hair

They left the room swiftly after many conversations

Locking the door behind them you turned around and walked to a body mirror that stood in the room

You looked into it seeing a bride

But she was unhappy

Staring into the mirror in that dress

You covered your mouth and cried

You sat in the floor as the gown sat around you

Holding the bouquet you just stared into your own eyes

"What am I doing?"

You said sadly

"For Loki.."

You said sniffling as you stood up off the floor

You heard a knock at the door

"Come in"

You said using your magic to unlock the door

The door opened slowly as you had your back turned facing the mirror

Thor walked up behind you looking in the mirror

Through tears you kept staring into your own eyes

"Don't you know it's bad luck to see a bride before the wedding"

You said smiling softly

Thor laughed Quietly

"Will he be there?"

You said looking to Thor

He nodded

"He will"

You smiled at Thor

You were both called to the throne room once more

Thor was already in the room while you stood behind the golden doors

You held the bouquet in your hands staring at the floor

It would be awhile before the doors would open

So you stood there alone

In silence

The silence engulfed you

You closed your eyes thinking of the way it would benefit Loki

He would be free

If it meant you had to be with another to set the one you love free

You would do it

In the back of your mind you could hear your fathers voice

Set it free blue bird

You stared hopelessly at the floor waiting for the doors to open

Your hands started to shake once more

Your chest felt heavy

Your throat closed up

Tears streamed from your eyes without you knowing

You started to panic

Turning around you saw a man

"A-Arlo?"

You said in fear of the man behind you

"Lady?"

The servant said Confused

You were swaying back and forth as the servant got closer to you

You closed your eyes tightly and opened them revealing a man that wasn't the man that haunts your dreams

"Are you alright?"

The man said stepping close

You nodded

"I'm fine"

You said placing your hand on your chest Trying to slow your breathing

You didn't know why but you were panicked

It almost hurt your heart to do this

You breathed in and out as the doors opened slowly

"For my love..."

You whispered under your breathe before the music started....