𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑬 / 𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐆 𝐉𝐔𝐍𝐆𝐖𝐎𝐍[DISCONTINUED]

𝐄𝐍𝐇𝐘 - 𝐕𝐈

Chapter six | we live in lies

Jong-suk P.O.V

"Love, Taehyung is here..he wanted to talk to you"i heard behind my door, i frowned and stand up and head down

As i arrived living room, i noticed yana wearing something like she was planning to go out?

"Where are you going?"i asked, she looked up at me

"Oh, i was going to visit eomma, she called me this morning and expecting me to be in the house"she said..

' aishh eomma..'

She tiptoed and kiss my cheeks

"I'll get going hmm?loveyou"she said and started walking away

"Loveyoutoo"i said and wave a goodbye..

"So what do you want to talk about?"i asked and look at taehyung who had intimidating look, i sighed and seat in front on the couch that facing him

"Jong-suk, i already said to you-"

"To let go of her cause you know I'll get hurt at the end I know, i know Taehyung"i said and sigh

"Then what's that?"he asked, i heard the doorbell

"I invited hyung sik hyung and bogum hyung" he said, i look at him with ' are you serious '

I just stood up and went to answer the door

"So what's up" hyung sik hyung said, bogum hyung nod

"Jong-suk hyung is still hard headed"Taehyung said, i sighed

"Oh, is this about yana?"hyung sik hyung asked, Taehyung nod

"Can someone tell me what's going on...you three keep on talking about yana and i don't know what happened"bogum hyung said, i look at him

"You didn't know?"Taehyung asked, he read my mind

"Oh, i know I'm just asking cause i know Ofcourse i didn't aish"bo gum hyung sarcastically said

I chuckles

"I forgot to tell him sorry"hyung sik hyung said,

"So long story short. Jong-suk hyung adopted Yana as his girlfriend and uses the past memory that yana remembered and pretend it's him after yana suffered in love sickness that made her forget about her past lover which is jong-suk hyung still isn't spilling out"Taehyung said, i face palm myself.

Yeah he is right. I'm just gonna tell you, i don't want flashback.

[I will make jong-suk here born year 1995, same year as V but months older]

I fell in love to a girl named soojin. and her name now is Yana. Who is ten years younger than me, i was senior highschool that day and she was Junior highschool...we both become bestfriends with a guy name jungwon i don't know where is he now. But i know to myself i see soojin more than a friend and i know too jungwon see her like how i see her more than a friend those days when soojin birthday come she told me, she fall for jungwon. To the point she will turn her back on her fear which is to get hurt from love. Her mother was the reason why she is afraid to fall in-love or to step on love. So back to her..when she told me that i was hurt...even tho i already noticed how they way she look at jungwon those days so i just support them..cause i know i lost when it comes to love, i love her but she love him
When i graduated, i got casted to become a model so i accept and leave without goodbyes to the both of them to soojin and jungwon why?cause I was hurt to face them and i know i won't leave when i saw soojin cry because of me. So yeah i did
Five years later i do came back as model and actor..and there where i met soojin again..
And she is still beautiful as ever. And there i found out i haven't got move on from her yet. I visit all of them and soojin was mad at me that day but eventually forgive me, we became friends again and there where i noticed i barely see jungwon..soojin said he was now a trainee in one company i remember how jungwon and soojin dreamt about being an idol..as well as me too, the three of us dreamt about it but i reach mines first. Then one year and three months passed, yeah i kinda have hiatus for being an actor and model to focus on my life with my family..so yeah i was supposedly sleep that day when i heard a knocked and there i found soojin with swallowed red eyes and red nose she looked like she's been crying for so long i invite her in and there where she told me that jungwon told her..after that days month jungwon will leave to pursue his dream more where a survival show is coming and jungwon is one of the applicants in there..i comfort her..
A month past, i come with her to meet jungwon to bid his goodbye to her so i head her in the park where we used to go when we were young..
I waited for her..i kinda got curious so i went after and hide behind the tree, and that moment i wish I didn't let curious..

Soojin and jungwon confessed their love to eachother and made a promise

That day, was miserable day for me. It hurts me a lot..but what did soojin said here give me kinda hope

"Remember jungwon we were both young, love can wait..i could wait for you here.."

She said

"Let's reach eachothers dream first? Then once we become like what we loved which is to be an idol...let's meet here."

"I promise that I'll come back"

After that, i went back to my position where soojin leave me and there i saw how broke she is, i immediately comfort her, i heard she muttered something

"Farewell my love "

I heard it. Yeah. It. Hurts.

Maybe after that day, she stay into my house that i provide and we both watched the survival show in, but I wasn't watching..i only look at soojin who's quietly staring at the t.v with her tears falling i comfort her that day and i didn't expect myself to confess to her..i know she was in the middle of heartbreak but it slipped..it's now or never, well I was going back to Seoul to continue my idol life when she suddenly tell me this

"I wanna come with you."

And ofcourse...I've been telling her to not come with me but she is stubborn..she said she wants to escape for her life here for a while...so i agree i plan that i will only give her a month to come with me in Seoul and then i will bring her back..

When we came to Seoul, she admitted that she lied about telling to her mom about her going here..i was kinda mad and disappointed but she tells me her reason
She doesn't want to let her parents know what she is sad and broken that's why she didn't let them know that she's with me i only pass it

Two weeks passed and soojin is still broken, but it's getting worst than ever to the point she won't eat anything..and then one day she passed out
I brought her onto the hospital and there i received a most painful news

She suffered in lovesick, the heartbroken she felt leads her to make her forget that happened at the past means she even forget jungwon
I don't know what come to me to feel happy.

When i visited her she was awake and she was happy to see me, i was confused why she know me when she has amnesia..and this is what she said

"How come i will forget my boyfriend?"

That day was the day we both live in lies.

"I love you oppa woonie"

"Iloveyouuuu too yana"