Some days,
I remember exactly why i loved you.
The laugh,
The smile,
The texts,
The love.
And then one day,
I realized i will never see you again.
Not in the way I secretly wish i could.
Never a 10:00am drive
Or an 8:00pm drop off
Or a hand that was never warm
But would be held anyway.
But then,
Some days,
I remember exactly why i hate you.
The pain,
The cheating,
The screaming,
The crying.
And then one day,
I realized you will never hurt me again.
Not in the way I secretly wish you would.
Never a 10:00am regret
Or an 8:00pm depression
Or a love that never felt warm
But would be held onto anyway.
