Rants and Complainage

I hate what this is turning into and I'm sorry for that.

I just had a thought.

What if some people are put on this earth by Lord Doitsu in order to listen to others?

Because I just found out.

I can't talk to others about myself.

I may feel horrible about keeping everything bottled up, but I feel even worse when I do talk.

I was born to listen to others. No matter how much pain I may be in, I will never talk about it. It comes out easily, but seconds later, I regret saying anything. I don't want to talk about myself, no matter how much I want to

I hate to be the one who, "Omg just let me be emo because I don't like people" because I'm just saying that maybe some people were born to not talk about themselves or born to just sit through the pain.

This is why I can't rant to my friends when they ask.

I don't know how, I don't wanna.