Rants and Complainage

Dysphoria

Saw someone else had this, so I guess why not Bc I'm kinda surprised I haven't yet.

#1: My Height
I hate how short I am. Not only is 5'2 short for guys, but it's also short for girls. Now I got people saying, "don't worry my cis guy friend is your age and 5'3."

Yea I get but: At age 15/16, girls will stop growing. Guys will usually have another massive growth spurt.

Most human beings do not end up 5'2.

I am going to be 5'2 for the rest of my life, not even T can fix that. I get made fun of for my height, and people usually think I'm weak or whatever because of it. It's a first impression thing. It's a reason I don't pass sometimes, and I have to look up to everyone I talk to. It's my biggest thing and I hate that I will never be able to change it.

Fuck genetics.

#2: My voice
Okay like, I don't hate this one, but it's still annoying. This is a little weird because girls' voices aren't supposed to drop, yet mine is like... dropping. At school lately, because of how loud I have to talk there, my voice cracks a lot and it's going through like male puberty when tat makes ZERO sense.

Idk I guess it's a good think but like well then.

#3: Periods
It sucks like when I miss my period or its late and an irrational part of me is like, "maybe you finally will stop getting it. Maybe your body is catching up to your brain and it's over and no more" I know it's dumb but it's still a huge disappointment when I get it late and it's like. FUCKK UUUU

Okay that's it I guess woo back to memorizing Gettysburg Address.