𝑺𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆// 𝑫𝒏𝒇 𝑬𝑮

20. 𝐈 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐃𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 (the end)

Clay Soot died the next day at 10.30 am, in the last hours of his life he wrote a letter. A letter for George.

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Pov. George

I loved you, Dream, you were in my heart for a short time, but you will be in my memory forever. I hope he is better off in a different world now. After you died, I contacted SapNap, Dream's best friend. I wanted Clay's heart to be where he loved me, which is Florida.

I became friends with Tubbo, it turned out that his friend Ranboo is also dead. After a while, he dared to tell me that Ranboo committed suicide, he said that he had fought depression for a long time, but once something broke in him. Ranboo didn't live in England, but in America, Tubbo couldn't help him much.

me, Tubbo, SapNap and Karl made a fundraiser to bring Dream's body to America. It was not the smallest cost, but it was understandable to everyone. I loved Dream, Tubbo didn't even know him, but he knew what it was like to lose someone, and SapNap and Karl just missed him. dream was a friend to them. I missed him too.

I found out from the doctors that Dream wrote a letter. They also said only a boy named George could read it. I didn't think it was about anyone other than me.

"I don't have much strength, Geroge. I know my time in this world will end. I hope you are reading this letter right now and not someone else. My guess is that you and SapNap decided to bring my body to America. This is where I met you, I fell in love with you, but it was in England that I lost you or you lost me. I hope you are holding on mentally somehow now, I know you well enough and I know that you will arrange your life. I want to ask you one thing, I assume you can't answer me anymore, but do you remember this song?

"𝐅𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞, 𝐟𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐈𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐮𝐬?
𝐎𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐞 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧?

𝐁𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚
𝐈'𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐈'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 ...

𝐒𝐨 𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐰𝐞 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞? 𝐈'𝐦 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟 𝐰𝐡𝐲
𝐈'𝐦 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐮𝐩 𝐁𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐟 𝐰𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐨𝐰𝐧 ... "

I would like to sing it to you now, but you can listen to it at any time :). Remember, he doesn't want to leave you, but apparently that's what fate wanted. he wanted me to die for you and other people. You can forget about me and make a new life for yourself, theoretically, I even want it.

Ps. Nick doesn't have a hand for flowers, so could you please water them? I would also be afraid to leave the Petches with him ...

I love you George <3 ... "

G: I love you too Dream ...

finally tears started to run down my cheeks, but I quickly rubbed my eyes. I wanted to be strong for Dream, that is what he probably would like now ... He also wanted to make a group to play and that is what I wanted to do, Tubbo wanted to join too. He also found a few people. Dream died, but he wanted to create it. We decided to call our group "Dream Team", a few months later we changed our name to "Dream Smp". We wanted to remember the founder of this group.

~ 𝐒𝐤𝐢𝐩 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 ~

A week has passed and as I wanted Dream I went to Florida. Nick couldn't take care of the Petches and the flowers anymore. Dream's body was already in America.

I asked Tubbo to send me a reflection of Dream's hand. I didn't want to risk the reflection breaking during the trip, and Tubbo had to pack it carefully. sapNap said he would give me the keys to Dream's apartment and his car, I didn't want him to, but he said it was Dream that he wanted. I agreed.

When I stepped into the doorway, I immediately felt warm. It had all belonged to Dream before, and now I had it. I looked around a little and finally found his room. There were roses on the shelf. Flowers began to sprout buds. This meant that the roses would not fully bloom for a long time. When I looked around the cupboards for a longer time, I noticed a notebook. The same notebook Dream got from me.

I couldn't help but see if Dream was done with it. As always, I underestimated Dream. He finished the notebook perfectly as I wanted. I thought that I would put the flowers on the desk because there was not enough light on the shelf. I also placed the reflection of his hand next to it. Of course, the notebook was in the drawer all the time.
~ 𝐒𝐤𝐢𝐩 𝐓𝐢𝐦𝐞 ~

Days, weeks and months passed. Our life began to fall into place. Nothing interesting happened anymore, we lived peacefully, but without Dream anymore. We only have memories of him.

It looked like I was going to stay in America permanently so I wanted to put Dream's things in boxes and put them in the basement. All this took me two days, I found an old mirror in the basement. It was nice so I put it in the room.

it was already evening so, as always, I lay down on the bed listening to Dream's songs and let his giggle wake me up in the morning. During this time, Dream haunted my dreams all the time.

(BECAUSE YOU KNOW DREAM THIS MEANS DREAM HA HA
Yes I know very funny)

Whenever I could and had time I used to go to Dream's grub.

G: Yes Dream, your heart stopped beating. Do you remember that song for the truth? Especially this passage. This is my favorite ... "𝐁𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚
𝐈'𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚 𝐧𝐚
𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐟 𝐈'𝐦 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐈 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 ... "
Ideoans describe what happened heh ... I miss you know? I am not going to say that I love you because you are aware of it. But you told me to make my life, and I did. I met a nice girl. you don't blame me for that, do you?
I will always remember what I experienced with you:
Stopping time, talking together day and night, all these arguments. Every reason to laugh and cry about you, send a package by drones, your trip, meet you and ... And your accident. I'd like to relive it all again with you ... Except for the last one, of course. I'd give anything to feel your heartbeat again ...

I was about to get up and go home, but I stayed there for a while longer.

G: Of course, just like you wanted Dream. I water the flowers and look after the Petches as best I can .... You know Dream ... I feel like you are here with me now ... As if you put your hand out in front of you again ...

My brain told me to put my hand out in front of me. I did, and at that moment the wind blew, but at the same time I felt warm. Something directed my hand at his groups .... Here lay the heart that I love ...

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Good day. He rarely writes a chapter during the day.
1050 words should be enough. So, what's now? next part of this book?
Well, of course I will write it one day, but first I want to do a translation. We'll see what comes out.
Maybe you want another playlist? (With the songs that were in this book).

I would love to hear your feelings and what I can improve for the future :)

and this is what ... Has anyone cried? Is it just me while writing this?
If not, I can assure you that the next part of this book will be sad. At least i think so :)

And that's the end of this book