Life in Dauntless.

Visiting day

I Wake up and today is visiting day i get dressed and ready and i go to the pit with Aliya we sit by the chasm and watch the families meet and greet "Ryleigh"i hear alex say i look at him to see him with his family a mother a father and a sister probably about 11 i stand up and aliya takes my hand i walk over there "Hey"i say "Hey Ry hey Aliya"alex says "Stop calling me Ry"i say and roll my eyes he chuckles "oh yea this is my mom, my dad and my sister Ally"he says "hi Im Ryleigh and this is my sister Aliya"i say "hello dear Alex has told us a lot about you"his mother says i look to him "good things i hope"i say she raises a eyebrow "So have you already seen your parents"he says "no I'm dauntless born"i say Aliya clears her throat i roll my eyes "and so is Aliya"i say they chuckle "Ryleigh"i hear my mom say i turn around "yes mum"i say "your grandparents will be here at 4:30"she says i groan "ok mum"i say "Hi Tris"Alex says "Hi Alex"she says and smiles and walks off "oh that is your mother"Alex's mom says "yea"i say "her dad is four"Alex says "oh"his parents say Aliya tugs on my shirt "sissy i wanna go to Play with Clove"she says "ok go you know where there apartment is"i say "but dad said"she says "i don't care what he says he already took away my computer and key to the window so what else could i get in trouble for"i say "ok bye"she says and skips off "you didn't tell me he grounded you"alex says "Yea when i got the tattoo and when i came back from that party"i say "i didn't go dauntless are to crazy"he says "we aren't crazy were dauntless"i say and wink at him "so Ryleigh how old are you"his father asks "14"i say "Hey have you seen beth today"i ask Alex he shakes his head "alright well I'm gonna go look for her so bye"i say "bye"he says i run to the initiates dorm i open the door and see Beth sitting on her bed crying "beth"i say she turn towards me and wipes more tears i sit down next to her "what wrong"i say "my parents are scared to see me"she says "and i feel stupid that i left I'm a idiot Chloe was right I'm gonna get kicked out of dauntless"she says "Beth your not gonna get kicked out of dauntless"i say "yes i am I'm the weakest one here"she says "then you will be most improved"i say she smiles a little "now wipe those tears and come on"i say she wipes her tears and i grab her wrist and walk out of he dorms the parents are leaving and she looks at alex hug his little sister she crying i smile "Alex"i say he looks at me and smiles "lets go party"i say he motions to his parents i chuckle and motion him to come here we walk to my apartment i walk through the door "hey mum hey dad"i say "hey Ryleigh hi Alex hi beth"they say "Hi four hi Tris"Alex and beth say we walk to my room they sit on my bed i pull out a bottle of whiskey i hide under my bed "want a sip"i say "sure"Alex says beth shakes her head i take a huge gulp and i hand it to alex he takes a gulp i close the top and put it back under neath my bed "so how was seeing your family"i ask alex "do you see now why i left"he says and chuckle i nod i hear a knock at my door "who is it"i say "Its your grandma"she says i roll my eyes "well i hate you both"i begin "but it would be selfish not to open the door"i say mocking her she open the door "oh hello Ryleigh's Friends"she says surprised "See you tomorrow Ryleigh"they both say Alex winks at me since I'm meeting him tonight they walk out of the apartment i get up and walk out to the living room and sit on the couch "So Ryleigh our plan is once you pass initiation or if you to you will move in with us in abnegation"my grandfather says i jump up "first I'm not moving in with you in the lamest and most useless faction ever and second why would you even think for a second that i would not pass initiation!!"i yell "Ryleigh don't yell at your grandfather!"my father yells at me "fuck you i can believe you would actual want me to do this!"i yell and run out the door i slam the door and followed by my father i sprint as fast i can which is pretty fast and i sprint to the tunnel that i showed alex i little while ago and i run through it shutting the door and hiding in the room and for the first time in a long time i cry i cry because i realize I'm not gonna make it

i cry because I'm a awful child i cry because I'm a awful person i cry because i want to start over and i cry because I am selfish and I'm a bitch for being that i wipe a tear and i hear the door open i hide behind some boxes of beer "Ryleigh"i hear a voice and it sound familiar Will i don't answer or move because he might be with my father or worse my Sister who will annoying me to death "Ryleigh i promise I'm alone and I'm not gonna take you back to your father"Will says "Promise"i say weakly wiping a another tear and sniff "i promise"he says i stand up and step over the boxes he hugs me and i cry into his chest since he is tall "I'm not gonna make it in dauntless"i say he kneel down "what are you talking about of course you are your the  toughest  girl i know "I'm not and I'm the worst child ever"i say "hey its ok i get it when i got here all i wanted to do was party its ok"he says the door opens again "Ryleigh"Cato says "i got it will Thanks"he says will nods and walk out of the tunnel "Mom and dad are worried"he says "I'm sorry Cato"i say "for what"he says "for everything for being born, for being mean to Clove I'm sorry"i say he hugs me i breathe in his scent he smells of cologne and mint he smells like Cato Safe but scary "come on we have to get back"he says i begin to panic and shake my head "no no there gonna be mad"i say he hugs me he grabs my hand "its ok"he says we walk out of the tunnel and walk home he grabs the key and open the door my father stands there arms crossed with a mad look on his face "Phone now"he says strictly i pull out my phone and give it to him i walk in and sit on the couch "I'm not moving into abnegation and I'm not gonna get rid of my tattoos or color streak so don't tell me i am I'm done with you guys wanting me to be selfless because I'm never gonna be selfless"i say to my grandparents i stand up and i walk into my room before i can close my door my father grabs the knob "you will keep your door open from now on"he says i roll my eyes and i lay on my bed