DROWN

dont miss me.

I miss everything so much.
I miss him.
I miss my long hair.
I miss the beach.
I miss holding his hand.

I miss my old bestfriend.
I miss sharing different types of coffee with her.

I miss the stories she wrote me.
I miss the demented doodles she made me during class

I miss the way he thought my writing was the most precious thing in the world.

I miss the way he apologized about everything except for breaking my heart.

I miss the way I used to get excited for the little things.

I miss wearing dresses and feeling pretty.

I miss having real conversations with people who genuinely cared about me.

I miss sharing my music with him.

I miss his hugs.

I miss the way he listened to everything I said as if everything that came out of my mouth was important.

I miss the person I used to be.

I miss Oregon.

and I miss California even more.

I miss the plans we made but too bad we didn't make it that far.