I never thought I'd be writing about you.
but maybe I don't miss you after all.
I'm so used to not being loved and one day you decided you loved me
and I didn't know what to do
because maybe I didn't love you.
so I played and pretended because I couldn't break up with you.
but you said things.
and maybe I was just about to fall.then I had to do it. I had to say the ugly words building in my mind.
because you would find out that I live in the world inside my mind.
because I'm filled with ugly thoughts.
because I'm terrible.
and you deserved more than I could ever dream of being.
and one day you decided you didn't love me anymore.
YOU ARE READING
DROWN
PoetryI hate you. I hate me. I like the color Blue, the stars, the moon , and even you. |thoughts & feelings about heartbreaks|