"Why didn't you say anything?" he asks. "Alice thinks he's her mate because of a vision she had before meeting him. If she were to have seen you coming she would have told him. Your shield blocks out her visions. She thought she was the girl with black hair when she saw him."

"I didn't want to ruin it. I know he's mine, and I do plan on telling them at some point, it's just.. I don't know. I just feel as if I would hurt them, ya know?" I tell him. "Besides would he even want me? I'm the freak half and half girl with four kids that were conceived through rape. I'm not pure."

"Jasper wouldn't care about that. All he would want is for you to be happy and healthy. Did you see the way he looked at those babies? The way he looked at you? It's like he's willing to die for all of you. He may not know that you're his mate, but he definitely feels the pull. He'd do anything to make you and your kids happy. As far as he's concerned, those are his kids. Maybe not biologically, but they're his," Edward rants. At this point I'm on the verge of tears. No one has ever cared for me that much before. I just know if I speak I'll break. So instead I let my shield down.

Why would he care that much? I ask

"Because he loves you," he says.

That night, I fell asleep thinking about the handsome, honey-blond vampire. He loves me I tell myself one last time before drifting off to sleep.

big time skip - 7 months - March
{Kennedy arrived at the beginning of the school year in August}

I woke up to a car honking in the drive. I got out of bed to see who it was. Jasper was in the drivers seat of the Jeep, Emmett in the passenger, and Rose was hurriedly getting out of the back. My guess is because she wants to see the kids. I go downstairs in my pajamas, which is a ripped up, oversized Guns N Roses t-shirt and black panties.

     As I open the door, Rose asks to see the kids

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As I open the door, Rose asks to see the kids. I point her towards the stairs and tell her how to get to both rooms. I told her she could get them ready this morning while I make breakfast.

"Come inside losers. I don't bite," I say, knowing they could hear me. Emmett laughs as he speeds inside and makes a beeline for the fridge. That night seven months ago before I left, everyone wanted to be like me. It had been so long since they had human food and they wanted to try it again. Jasper laughs as I swat Em's hand away from the bacon I'm making. I turn around to put bread in the toaster. While I'm looking away, both the boys grab a couple pieces of bacon.

"Don't make me hurt you," I say, laughing with the boys as I playfully threaten them with the spatula in my hand.

When Rose finally comes down, I giggle at the sight of my two oldest children running and jumping on Emmett and Jasper. They love the guys, especially Jaz. Rose had dressed them, making sure they looked cute as can be for their spring photos at school/daycare today. They had decided to not dress like twins.

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