Hiding the Billionaires son

Chapter 59: little brother

Chapter 59

Gulong gulo na ako sa mga nangyayari ngayon. It feels like everything messed up. Situation is falling apart. I don't feel like I'm really happy, who would be happy? If your beloved someone is staying with his ex? Who still has fellings for him. That in any moment by now they will get back together again. Love sucks.

Sobra na rin akong disappointed sa sarili. This week is so rough. I don't know what will happen today after I had trouble with Katheryn and his father. Everyone is disappointed with me for what i've done to Katheryn, well she deserve it. I know I'm too much, but she really push my limits. I'm being a brat again.

Should I follow Aliyah? Should I leave Ace? Should I distance myself to him? I still don't know what to do. My heart want to stay with him, but as always me mind want to stay away from him. I love him, I really do. I never loved someone like this before. Maybe I became insane with Damon and Kiel, but Ace hits different. I already burried my feelings for Damon and Kiel, it's now plane friendship.  Now I believe what that someone said: "Nagmahal ka ng higit at hindi mawawala ang pagmamahal na iyon kung walang hihigit. You will love that person until your last breath if you would never love someone more than you do"

How can I forgot Ace? How can I bear being miles away with him. How can I burry this feelings? In Damon and Kiel case it is so fvcking hard, especially with Damon. He is my first love and forgetting him is like forgetting half of my life. Maybe I love Kiel too much, for me to able forget my feelings for  Damon...

I can't stand being away with him. So all I can do now is to bear being with them, Ace and Athrea.. together in one roof. It would be a live torture. Kahit nga makita lang silang naguusap ka-gabi ay nasaktan na ako, pano pa kaya kung iba pa? Damn Athrea for coming back, she is a villain in my story.

I'll go with the flow

"Are you not feeling well, Sam? You can stay here and rest if you want. You don't have to fource yourself to work if you can't. Everything is fine with the company now, the mess is cleaned up" Ace said with worried tone when he saw my still on bed.

How can't i fall with him? Who would'nt fall in love with him?

He is giving me false hope again. Baka umasa naman ako sa mga pagaalalang niyang 'yan at akalain kong gusto niya rin ako. Minsan talaga nakaka-bwiset ang Sanford na 'to. Masyadong pa fall wala namang balak manalo. Kung sasalohin mo naman ako Ace handa akong mahulog ng tuloyan ngayon din. Kaso hindi eh, nagdadalawang isip ka pa kung sasalohin mo ko o hayaan nalang na masaktan. Kung salohin mo naman ako baka pagsisihan mo lang sa huli. Kasi hindi talaga ako ang gusto mo. Kaya naman please lang Sanford no, h'wag kang paasa. Kingina!

"I'm fine. I'll prepare now. Papasok ako sa trabaho" disedidong sabi ko at bumangon, I get my towel before I entered the bathroom to take a fast bath.

Mabilis akong naligo, paglabas ko ay wala na si Ace, maybe he went out check Peyton, walang pasok ngayon si Peyton since Kith suddenly left. The school need to find someone to replace him first at wala rin silang importanteng lesson ngayon dahil sa papalapit na ang family day nila. I already prepared my cloths last night since I don't want to be late today, pero dahil sa kaka-overthink ko ay magte-twelve na ko nakatulog. Sinuot ko ang binigay ni mom na vintage dress, I love vintage a lot. Since medyo revealing ito ay napagpasyahan kong magsuot ng white coat since the dress is pink, perfect combination. High heels doesn't suit witg this dress so I ware my pink boots. I put a mild make up I don't feel putting lipstick so instead I put a color nude liptint it suits my skin well. After preparing myself I look at my reflection on the human size mirror. It's not a self proclaime but i look stunning, gorgeous!

I feel bit strange. Why did I put make up on? This isn't my thing. Hindi ako naglalagay ng make up o kahit powder man lang noon. I always prefer my natural face and pinkish lips. Am I competing with Athrea? She's beautiful with her natural face pero hindi maipagkakailang mas lalo siyang gumaganda pag may make up. Well If I am, then I am. She's beautiful? Well I'm gorgeous.