It's always been you

Chapter 2

Skye's POV
"You wanna talk about it?"
I can't believe I'm actually gonna say this,
"Sure."
He moves slightly closer to me and gestures of me to continue.
"I just don't know about this Fitz. I don't feel comfortable about lying to everyone."
"Well not everyone," He defends.
Technically he's right, he is one person that knows,
"Yes but Coulson and May don't know, the two most important people ever and I'm keeping this, this secret away from them."
He nods his head and thinks for a second.
"Just for a little longer. Than you can tell everyone. But you heard Simmons talking, they want to put you down."
"She was talking about the others, not me. Maybe I'm an exception."
"Yeah, maybe. But what if you aren't. What if you're just something they need to get rid of. I could never live with myself knowing that I could have done something to help you, but I didn't." He says.
He starts holding onto my hands and begins to talk again,
"Skye, you don't understand how much you mean to me, to everyone. I just want to do some more research to see if I can help you so we don't have to tell them." He finishes off.
"Okay, I won't say anything."
"Thank you."
He pulls me into a hug and we stay like that for a while.
"You're such a good friend." I whisper.
"So are you."
"Oh, and I know that you and Trip had some really good memories, I'm so sorry. If I can do anything to help, please let me know."
I quickly nod,
"Thanks...again." I laugh slightly.
I look over at the clock, 1:17 am.
"You should get to bed." Fitz says as he stands up and offers me his hand.
I stand up too and we walk over to my bunk.
"Come in." I say as I open the door for the two of us.
He agrees to and we sit on my bed.
"How are things with you? We've really only been talking about me, what's up with you?"
"Um, Simmons and I are getting along more. We've been getting back to our old self but I don't think we will happen."
"So you don't like her anymore?" I say with a little more enthusiasm then I intended.
I don't even know why!
"Not really, I think I'm falling for someone else." He quickly adds.
Who does he mean?
I think it would be too straight forward if I asked, maybe another time.
"Skye, go to bed." He urges me as he plays with a strand of my hair.
I quickly put on a tank and some pajama pants and get into bed.
He's about to leave and out of nowhere I speak up,
"Stay...just for a bit?"
Reluctantly he does stay.
I'm not sure why I want him to stay, I just feel safer with him now.
"If I ask you something, can you tell me if it's weird, and maybe say yes." I shyly ask.
"Ask away." He says with zero hesitation.
"Can you sleep with me, and do you know how to sing?"
He looks a bit shocked,
"Um.. Uh, yeah I can stay. I guess I can sing, I got a few solos in Junior High choir." He jokes
I move over so he can move in with me onto the bed.
I'm not sure if it would be weird if I touched him, even if it was by accident so I try to give him some space.
"Sing away." I joke.
"Okay um let me think, oh I've got a song, don't laugh, I'm not the best singer in the world!" He laughs. He begins to drum on his thighs and begins to sing.

You might not believe your eyes,
If ten million fireflies.
Lit up the world as I fell asleep
'Cause they'd fill the open air,
And leave tear drops everywhere.
You'd think me rude,
But I would just stand and stare.
I'd like to make myself believe.
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep,
'Cause everything is never as it seems.....

"You're an amazing singer Fitz."
He has such a beautiful voice, it's very soothing.
"Thanks, but you need to sleep."
I quickly nod my head.
I really want to move closer to him so he can be with me.
Surprisingly he's the one to make the move first.
He moves closer to me and pulls me closer to him,
"Is this alright?" He shyly asks.
"It's perfect."
He holds my hand under neath the blanket and kisses me head,
"Goodnight Skye."
"Night Fitz." I whisper before falling asleep.
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I start to wake up and I feel someone right next to me.
I immediately start freaking out inside, who is that?
Why am I practically on top of him.
Oh, it's just Fitz, phew!
Without thinking about it I snuggle in closer to him and he stirs slightly.
He wraps his arm around me,
"Go back to sleep Skye." He moans
"Alright." I whisper.
I look over at the clock,
4:11 am, how Is it that I've barely slept, yet I feel so awake?
I continue to lie next to him, not making a sound, I don't want to wake him up.
Throughout the night a million thoughts race through me head.
Thoughts about Ward, my powers, my control, lying, and last but not least I start to think of Fitz.
He's helped me so much throughout this.
I think I'm starting to develope feelings for him.
I've always thought he was cute but that was when I was practically in love with ward!
I always stayed away from Fitz because the whole Fitzsimmons thing they have going on.
But it's not like that's gonna happen, I'm really beginning to loose hope on them.
I've always liked him, I just think my feelings are getting stronger.I'm just not sure what to do about it.
Do I say something to Fitz and betray my best friend, or do I act like nothing matters?
Either way, someone's gonna get hurt.