Our first time again

Do you wanna talk about it

"What happened to him?" Bucky asked as Peter would always avoid questions about his past when Bucky asked

"Something non of us can say without betraying his trust" Loki said as he walked into the kitchen

"Peter went through some shit a couple years ago that's all we can say" Tony said before walking over to the now cooled down food and putting them into some containers so Peter can decorate them when he comes back in

"Buck you should know Peter doesn't do love hell he doesn't even do sex more then once with 1 person" Steve said

"Does that mean I'm not a person?" Bucky asked sarcastically

"No the point to me telling you that was so that you don't get hurt, and so that you know he does care about you and trust you" Steve said

"Don't take that lightly he doesn't trust easily even though he has trusted you since the night he let himself cry in front of you, but fuck up and you will lose his trust I can promise you that"

"I have no reason to" Bucky responded to Tony's comment

"Someone should check on him" Loki said as he got some Tea for his tea party Morgan, Thor, Wanda and him are having, he then walked out

"His right, Bucky go" Nat said

"Me?" Bucky asked as he was genuinely confused "Why would he wanna talk to someone who doesn't even know what happened to him? When he has all of you"

"Because you might not be able to talk to him about it but at least you can hold him like we can't" Tony said as he walked back over to everyone "I might not like the idea of you 2 a lot but I can tell he is happy even if he tries denying it"

"Translation he wants you to go because Peter is calm with you and even happy, now go" Steve said to his friend before they all walked away

Bucky went to find Peter only to find him outside on the roof drinking, Bucky walked over to Peter only to hear him talking to himself

"Why don't you ever just leave me alone" Peter said angrily

"Sorry" Bucky said before sitting next to Peter "But I like your company that's why"

"What?" Peter turned to see Bucky sitting next to him "Oh fuck sorry Bucky, I wasn't talking to you if that makes you feel better"

"Oh it does very much thank you" Bucky said as he laughed

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Peter laughed and moved closer to Bucky while they sat on the edge of the roof "have you ever sat up here and thought about jumping?"

"... Maybe... Yes" Peter replied with a little hesitation

"Well I'm glad you didn't" Bucky said as he looked at the shorter man trying to figure him out

"Why's that?" Peter asked completely oblivious to the fact that the taller man was starting to catch feelings

"Because if you had jumped I would never have been able to meet you" Bucky said with a slight smile

"Have you?" Peter asked

"Thought about jumping? Or ending it?" Bucky asked

"Both I guess" Peter replied

"Jumping no never I would be to scared some little kid would be the one to find me on the side walk I wouldn't want to traumatise them, as for ending it all yeah I have" Bucky said before looking away

"Stop" Peter said before grabbing Bucky's face softly and turning his face so Bucky was looking at Peter "You don't need to hide from me after you tell me, I'll listen I like listening to you." Peter said as he smiled"

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"Thank you Pete" Bucky replied before leaning into Peter and kissing him softly, Peter pulls away and looks at the city

"Do you wanna talk about it?" Bucky asked

"About what?" Peter asked

"Why you came up here" Bucky said

"Not now" Peter replied before resting his head on Bucky's shoulder

"That's ok do you wanna go inside" Bucky asked as he rested his head on Peters

"Not yet" Peter answered

"Ok" Bucky replied

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