𝙼𝚞𝚝𝚎 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 {𝚆𝚘𝚘𝚂𝚊𝚗}

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Previously

"Wait is that why the mail man didn't come here for a month??? Wait- why am I knowing all this now-" Mingi asked placing his phone down-

"There's a lot you dont know babe." Yunho said patting his lovers head

"WhaT-" Mingi squawked

San's pov

I walked into the bedroom to call Jongho but was immediately taken aback when I head sniffles..

I paused for a second just to make sure I was hearing things right

And unfortunately, I was

A chain of whimpers and sniffles started to make its way into my ears the further I walked into the room

He's crying..

"Baby.." I say lightly, entering the room completely; closing the door behind me

The sight infront was something i didn't see in a while..

The thick blanket covering him, as he sat upright on the bed while tears rolled down his cheeks,not bothering to wipe them away-as he held two pill bottles..

I walk closer to my baby brother, kneeling down on the floor with quite the distance between us knowing that he needed space

"Jongho? There there.." I say as a slowly let my hand hold his..

And thats when Jongho threw himself at me embracing me in a desperate hug..

That action causing both of us to tumble down to the floor,the two pill bottles rolling down to the side

Wait..aren't those..

I reached out to grab one of the bottles checking the lable..

Ah..he's out of his pills..

"Little one.. You're out?" I asked just to make sure

Jongho nodded against my chest, his sniffles calming down just a bit

"Baby look at me please.." I say as I stroke his head knowing that he absolutely loved head strokes..

Jongho just buried his head further down into my chest,clenching at my shirt

"You're scared of today's class aren't you.." I felt jongho freeze as soon as I asked that..

"You wanna tell me why baby?" I ask as I hug my baby brother tighter making sure he got all the warmth he needed

Jongho nodded his head,raising it so that he could look me at

"I'm all eyes Jongie.. Get it?? Eyes? Ears? I'm all ears? Eyes? I- OWW!!! JONGHO!!" As I was explaining my 5 star of a joke, jongho flicked my forehead!!

:( it hurt!!

"What was that for!!"

"Seriously hyung? Seriously?" Jongho signed looking at me with an eyebrow raised

"That joke was good!! Shit that hurts Jo.." I whined rubbing my forehead..

"Sure it did." Jo signed out once more with a sarcastic look on his face

"I- You lil shit-" I sigh out,cupping Jongho's face and squishing the life outta it

"So chubbyyyyyyyyy~" I say lovingly..

A took a few seconds before..

"Jongho-" I started while slowly wiping his cheeks that was still covered on tears

"S-S-S-Sa-...a-a-n M..mh- m-y dep- d-de- a- Dep!!r-es!! S-sion wors- WO-W- BAD!!!" Jongho..cried out

Jongho's pov

I immediately got of Sannie hyung, and walked out of the room not at all ready to talk to Sannie hyung

I wiped my face getting rid of any tears but entering the kitchen

"Eyyy Jonghoooo my mannnnnnn" I heard Yunho holler

"Mm-" I hum quickly zooming past mom and everyone just to grab a bottle of water and run back out

"Eh- baby!! Breakfast??? Jongho wait!!" I heard mom call out..

"Mm??" I hum for a reply..

"Baby!! breakfast? C'mon! I made pancakes bubs.." I said walking out the kitchen with a concerned look of his face

"Eomma I'm not too hungry can I..skip breakfast today..please?"

"Baby you skipped breakfast yesterday too.." Eomma said getting more and more worried

"I know but.. Please?"

"We have to ask San-"

"Eomma can you please cut some fruit for him" Sannie hyung asked eomma as he walked in grabbing my arm softly

"Jongho go to the room and dont even try to lock the door. We need to talk." Hyung said strictly

"But-"

"Please baby.."

"Jongie go on baby" Eomma said giving me a kiss on my head

"I dont want to talk" I reply pulling my hand away from Sannie hyung to sign it out..

"I just wanna ask some questions baby and we wont have time today to talk cause of your therapy session."

"It's today????" Eomma asked kind of taken aback

"Yeah.. Right after school.." Hyung said folding his arms

"Hyung I don't want to go" I sign quickly..

Hyung stayed silent for a while before he gently pulled me in for a hug

"Lets talk about all this in the room. I'll come soon just have to talk to mom" He said caressing my head before pulling away

I hesitantly nodded..

"I'll cut some strawberries for you hm?" Mom said with a slight smile that was just floating on worry..

I sighed a bit turning around walking straight into my room

Let's just get this over with. You've done this before. Just do it!! It's not hard!! You got this.