After finding them, I decided to take matters into my own hands pretending to be a host at a host club called Beach in Ginza knowing I would see these assholes working there too. Getting into a fight with them was scary at first but once my other side began to show I couldn't help but let my insanity take over me.

1 hour later...

Seeing the bodies all laying on the floor in puddles of blood, I began to scream with excitement and laughter as I finally felt some justice was served, but the celebrations stopped when Boss saw me stained in blood.

"Ha. I thought I was crazy kiddo. You better get back to work before someone sees you. " He winked at me as he leaned against the door frame of the fire exit leading to the back which we were. Getting back inside, hearing the blasts of sound from those partying I decided to take leave and head home only to see a CD and note in my coat pocket.

'To N.S,
Watch and understand the real meaning of pain.

Watch and see what made your lil Usagi run away away. "

Looking at it in confusion, I didn't dare to play the CD any time soon, but I knew it was going to cause me to go into a dark deep hole of pain.

What happened?

"AHHHH!!! GET OFF ME NI~CHAN!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME?!!!"

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"AHHHH!!! GET OFF ME NI~CHAN!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO ME?!!!"

"Go on Suguru, do it or else. "

"I-I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry. "

"NIRAGI!!!"

"Little rabbit couldn't bounce anymore, could she?"

It took me a entire year to finally gain confidence to watch it. When I did watch it after another eventful day of fighting and playing games here in this world that Boss calls utopia as we stayed in an abandoned hotel after fading from the real world. Watching the footage on repeat with tears and blood staining my face as I watch her weak self become limp from the abuse.

The abuse that they caused but I had continued.

Realising that when I blacked out, I was not consciously there to control myself from hurting her as they forced me to do the same that they did to her. Only to see I got carried away.

"Y/N... " Silently crying to myself regretting everything to realising the monster I've become as my mental health and ego got in the way of our futures and success together.

Please come back, Nousagi.

"Niragi? Where am I?" Hearing her voice interrupting the past experiences flashing in my mind realising I was just having a nightmare. Seeing I had fallen asleep on the chair that I was watching her from realising it has been a few days since she woke up from that night where I drugged her. Looking at her fragile state realising the situation, I couldn't help but feel wrong for doing what I did. She was so happy and innocent back then. Now she's this fake identity and calling a woman who is using her as mum or mother.

"Are you crying?" She noticed my face was wet from tears during my sleep but I decided to act like I wasn't. She just rolled her eyes and went back to sleep.

It has been 2 days since she passed out. I am glad she's a bit better and awake now. Ugh. I just keep fucking up everything.

Well at least I can protect her now.

Please just forgive me. I am sorry.

Rest well, my Y/N.

You've got a busy day tomorrow with your favourite person, Ni~Chan. Right?

 Right?

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