𝐌𝐎𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆~ 𝐂𝐀𝐋𝐔𝐌 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃

𝓰𝓱𝓸𝓼𝓽 𝓸𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾

{Chorus Luke }

So I drown it out like I always do

Dancing through our house

With the ghost of you

And I chase it down

With a shot of truth

Dancing through our house

With the ghost of you

{Verse 2 Calum}

Cleaning up today, found that old Zeppelin shirt

You wore when you ran away, and no one could feel your hurt

We're too young, too dumb, to know things like love

But I know better now, better now

{Chorus Luke & ALL}

So I drown it out like I always do

Dancing through our house with the ghost of you

And I chase it down, with a shot of truth

Dancing through our house with the ghost of you

{Bridge Calum}

Too young, too dumb

To know things like love

Too young, too dumb

{Chorus Luke}

So I drown it out like I always do

Dancing through our house with the ghost of you

And I chase it down, with a shot of truth

That my feet don't dance like they did with you

As they were recording this record you can see the boy just in the corner of the sofa in the studio looking down at his phone. Luke looked over his shoulder to see what he was looking at that had him so quiet and it was just pictures of him and Lorena. As bad as Luke wanted to tell his mate something he went against it and let him be. Calum had chosen to record his part last so he let all the others go one occasionally listening to them or looking up at them. He just kept looking at pictures of before him and Lorena were together and then while they were together.

Although it had only been a week he so badly wanted to go and talk to her and beg her for forgiveness. But he knew that he couldn't. He knew that she was so right with everything she had yelled at him. He also didn't want to go back to her just to hurt her when she truly didn't need him too. She was doing so good in her life and career just for him to be an idiot and mess it up for her he felt so bad for doing that.

As bad as it may seem the boys were excited to get more out of Calum if they were going to be as good as the one he just wrote and recorded with them. As Calum stepped into the booth to record his vocals and part he felt all the emotions he was trying to keep under wraps come up. He swallowed the sob waiting to come up as he drank some tea from a travel mug that he once shared with his ex-girl. When he started recording his part he let it go he put all his emotions into the verse he was recording. As he was redoing his verse because he knew the first one was bad and filled with voice cracks he felt the tears slip out his eyes and he couldn't be bothered to wipe the tears from his face.

The boys all bid each other goodbyes, all feeling good and proud of the song that they had just made even if they had yet given it a name, but they had ideas just not a solid one that they all liked yet.

As Calum was on his way home he had stopped for some ice cream and candy. When he got home where Duke was waiting for him wagging his tail like crazy. Calum said hello to the excited dog and walked to his room. As he stepped into his closet to grab a hoodie he looked over and saw the box that was filled with Lorena's clothing and some shirts and hoodies that were his but when he grabbed them to put them on he was intoxicated with her scent. He shook his head and walked out of there and into his room where he carefully laid down on what was his side of the bed careful to not touch the other side which was once filled with his soulmate and love of his life. at least that was what he was thinking. As he looked around his room he could only think about her, and what they did. His mind was haunted with the memories at least that's how it felt for him. Then it hit him.

5sos/The fellas

Calpal

The song is "ghost of you."

And as soon as he hit send he turned off his phone and looked at the ceiling waiting for darkness to take

AUTHORS NOTE ;
Hii so this chapter is how calum was for the first week of the breakup! The next one will be following Lorena for the first week then there will be a little time skip and that where the story will truly start !
Anywho hope y'all enjoyed

xoxo ara 🤠💜