The Kids Aren't Alright

✰ Chapter Twenty Nine ✰

"Twi I'm so serious I didn't do any of this! I know I blame people but this time I know it's the killer. I know it."

"It was you because I know how much you hated me for pretending to like Timber like that. Goodbye, Sunset. See you never."

"No twilight wait!-" she hung up before I could finish what I was going to say. My anger kicked in and I threw my phone across the floor.

Nothing ever works out for me. I'm just hopeless at this point. I messed up things with Twilight, with my friends, with everyone.

I stayed in bed and put my earbuds on to play music. Music was my only escape, as cheesy as that sounds, it was true. Different kinds of music can make your daydreams different every time.

It was sunny outside. The sunlight was shining in my face from my apartment window. I hated it and loved it. It was blinding me so much but It felt great on my skin. It made me think; having these natural experiences is what I would miss the most even if I were to die.

I remember Twilight telling me that regardless of how suicidal someone is, their body and brain will react in survival mode. For example, if someone jumps off a high building they will hit the ground terrified and quickly regret their decision. No matter how suicidal that person may be, that will happen as soon as they hit the ground. It's a normal human instinct.

Is it a natural instinct to want to end everything after everyone hates you for something you didn't do? I don't know how long I can keep up with this.

My vision started to become blurred. I rubbed my eyes only to feel water around them. I didn't even realize I was crying but it felt so good to finally let everything go. My feelings were finally expressed in tears instead of anger.

I checked my phone again to read the other comments.

StarlightGlimGlam: It doesn't really sound like something Sunset would say, especially in public. But whatever.

Adagio: I'm on Sunset's side ;)

^Theyluvjeremiah replied: Sunshit
^Adagio replied: And you are?
^Theyluvjeremiah replied: Jeremiah
^Adagio: aw well Jeremiah, I think it's time you change your username. No one loves you, not even your dead mom. Peep the bio, fly low🥺

Damn that was harsh.

The fact Adagio literally defended me and I've barely talked to her. Maybe she's not a bad person after all. Just protective is all.

I swiped out of the forums and onto my messages to text her. It said she was active.

hey.

Hello.

just wanted to say thank you for believing me.

Well I know for a fact you didn't post that, so no problem.

I'm just so sad, everyone I used to talk with doesn't even believe me.

Well friends are temporary, Adagio is forever.

That's weirdly supportive. .
Are u okay?
did a soft girl take over ur body??