i need you by my side . ( frankie gomez story )

Chapter 14

My POV

How am I gonna tell Frankie that I'm gonna have to go live with my other brother back in Santa Monica . (oh I have 3 brothers & 2 sisters. I'm the youngest. The one I live with is 23. The other is, 20. & then the oldest one is 32. My sisters are 17, & 19. Yeah, weird huh? We're all young, lol. & well my parents they travel a lot that's why I don't really mention them in the story..) Anyways , I have to tell him sooner or later.

"Frankie? I have to talk to you" I said looking down..

We walked out the house & started walking to the park.

"Okay what is it princess?" He said touching my chin.

"Um.. Just know that I love you no matter what happens okay, Frankie?" I said hugging him not wanting to let go..

"Princess? Its okay, just tell me" he said pecking my lips.

"Umm. I-Its j-just that I'm going to have to go L-live with my other brother.. B-But back in S-santa M-monica.." I said I couldn't even say the words right .

"Why?" He asked holding my hands.

"Idk my brother told me bcus they weren't gonna be home, because he has to go down to Texas for a while for work & Sonia & the baby are going also." I said ..

"I mean can't you stay with me? Can't you stay home? We can take care of you!" Frankie said looking in my eyes.

"Frankie I talked to him about that, but he said that he wishes that can happen, but that he talked with my brother some days before. But Frankie, look look at me in the eyes! I love you, okay? No matter how long I'll be far, doesn't mean im gonna forget about you.. & no matter how many years I live over there, doesn't mean I'm not gonna come visit you." I said tearing up with tears .

"WHAAAAT??? YEARSSS?? What do you mean years?" He said curiousely.

"Well yeah probably.." I said turning around .

He stood quiet. So I decided to break the silence.

"Frankie, I mean I'm gonna visit you. I'm gonna live with my brother probably for a few days, but it all depends on Eduardo's work . if he has to stay in Texas for some years well then I have to stay with my other brother for those years." I said my voice cracking up .

"Okay, I understand. If you have to leave, then okay. And like you said we'll visit each other" he said with red eyes .

"Frankie, you're crying !" I said putting a little smile on my face.

"No I'm not.. Okaayy... Yes I am.. because I'm gonna miss you! I don't wanna leave your side anymore ! Look , we're doing better now ! what if something happens & we don't talk to each other anymore ?  What if I mess up again , & you don't wanna talk to me ?" He said putting his head on my lap .

"You're gonna make me cry... Yeah I know we're doing better , but look although im gonna be just like a little hours away don't mean that I'm going to stop loving you , You're the only one I love Frankie ! & although things happen between us , I will always love you no matter what ! Yes , we both might mess up , but hey mistakes happen ! Just please , don't ever forget that I love you ! Okay baby? I love you so much!" I said smiling.

He sat up & kissed me. We kissed passionlty , it was a kiss that I wasn't ever gonna forget. "Oh how much am I gonna miss him" I thought ..