Tegan : hey
Andy : hi
Tegan; i have that knitting stuff in my car
Andy : shhh no one can know i knit
Tegan; not like anyone cares
Andy; i would be taken the piss out of it
Tegan; u wouldn't
Andy : well shh still don't want anyone knowing
Tegan ; ok
Andy : lets get it tho i learning to do this really difficult stitch tonight
Tegan: ok
We go to my car and i hand the knitting stuff
Andy ; thank u , u little legend
Tegan: enjoy your knitting
Andy : i will don't u worry about that I'll see u tomrrow
Tegan : see u tomrrow bright and early
Andy ; don't remind me i have to be up at a stupid o'clock
Tegan ; sorry right see ya
Andy : bye
I get in my car and i drive to the hotel and i make some dinner and i ate and then i just chilled on my phone just watching some tik tok untill drew face times me
Drew : gorgeous
Tegan: hi
Drew : how was work
Tegan: ok
Drew ; just ok
Tegan: its shit people are dying left right and centre so its not going to be good
Drew: i know calm down
Tegan ; don't tell me to calm down
Drew ; someones on there period
Tegan: asshole
I hang up on him and i throw my phone on the bed and i go to the bathroom turning on the shower and i have my shower i get in my pjs and i brush my hair and teeth and i walk out getting in bed . And i look at my phone and drew had called so many times so i call him back
Tegan ; shut up do not talk let me talk
He nods his head
Tegan: promise me u won't talk till I'm done nod your head
He nods his head again
Tegan ; I'm sorry for calling u an asshole first thing i want to say but moving on from that the other day...i thought i was pregnant
Drew : oh
Tegan ; shush...i didn't have time to buy a test so i got a doctor to take my bloods and few other tests and yeserday she told me i wasn't pregnant but she told me...i can't have kids u can talk now
Drew ; i-i don't even know what to say are u ok
Tegan ; if I'm being honest no my whole life I've wanted kids and now i can't have them
Drew ; there is so many ways u can have kids now u can adopt foster theres surrogacy there is so many options and when u want kids there will probably be loads more options . I can't imagine what your going throw but it will be fine
I put my phone down and i cover my face and i start crying
Tegan : maybe we should break up
Drew : what w-why
Tegan: because your going to want kids at some point and i won't be able to give u kids so its best if we end it now so u can find someone who can u give u kids
Drew : i don't want to be with anyone else i want to be with u
Tegan: but i won't be able to give u what u want
Drew : i don't care we could adopt the kids might not be biologically mine but i would treat like it is mine and we still have a long time till kids . So much could happen in that time but i know i want to be with u so do not break up with me .
Tegan : you'll end up hating me
Drew ; why would i hate
Tegan; u just would
Drew ; i wouldn't
Tegan; u don't know that
Drew ; and neither do u i know this is serious but we should talk about this when we decide we are ready for kids .
Tegan : I'm gonna go
Drew : tegan
Tegan: I'm tired its been 2 very long stressful days ok
Drew; please please please just call me if u need i don't care what time of day it is if u need to talk about anything i am here for u
Tegan ; thank u
Drew ; promise me you'll call
Tegan; i promise
Drew ; ok
Tegan : bye
I hang up and i pulls the covers over my head and it just wasn't a good night for me
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