Irreplaceable [h.s]

Chapter 34

I see him stare at me for a moment, a small sigh leaving his lips before he looks away. "I'm not mad or upset. If anything, a bit confused because we had such a good day today." he meets his gaze back with mine. "You don't owe me an explanation. You don't owe anybody an explanation. I want you to be happy and do what you want to do and if that's it, then go do it."

I chew on the inside of my cheek as I let his words sink in. I think he believes what he is saying and I think he means it. It doesn't mean that a small part of him still isn't hurt though, even if he doesn't want to admit it. "Okay. I'm going to go get dressed then." I whisper, making Harry nod his head at me, sending me a small smile.

I then turn around, walking back into the living room towards my suitcase on the ground. I rummage through it, it being very unorganized now. I pull out a steel blue silk dress, knowing exactly what it is, pulling it out. I then pull out a black strapless bra with it before I walk into the bathroom in the hallway, locking the door behind me, letting out a long sigh.

Now that the stressful part is over, now moving onto the next one. Actually getting ready to go. I strip out of the clothes I have on, as well as my bra, clipping on my black strapless one. I would go braless but if I'm actually going to dance tonight, I want some support. I then slip on my dress, zipping it up in the back before I turn and look at myself in the mirror.

I've tried on this dress once after I got it but never got the change to wear it out. I have no idea why because it's stunning. Since it is tight but is a bit ruffled, I can leave the black underwear I have on underneath this. I then open up the bathroom door, walking over to my suitcase before I crouch down slightly, pulling out my bag of makeup.

I then walk back into the bathroom, setting my bag on the counter as I begin to pull some things out. I pull out my concealer, dabbing some underneath my eyes and on a few red spots on my face before I blend it in, setting it with powder, making sure it doesn't move. I then move onto my eyes, adding some brown into my crease and a light beige color on my lid, bringing out the blue in my eyes.

I then put on some mascara before I move back to my face makeup. I add on some light bronzer and blush to my cheeks, adding some life back into them. I use an eyebrows pencil to fill in some spots in my eyebrows. I really do regret tweezing my eyebrows so much when I was younger. I never had full eyebrows as it is so thinking back to when I would make them even thinner makes me cringe.

I then add on a bit of highlighter on my cheekbones and nose. I love when my skin looks glowy. I feel like it just adds life to your face. I put on some slightly tinted lip gloss before I put everything back into the back, letting out a long sigh when I look up at the mirror. I already straightened my hair so thankfully, that's not something I have to stress about.

I then turn off the light in the bathroom before I walk out, my bag in my hand. I set it back down in my suitcase before I turn around, my gaze meeting Harry's, the sight making my heart stop. I swallow hard when I see the way he gazes at me and looks down at my outfit. "Is something wrong? Does it look stupid?-"