𝕃𝕠𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕙𝕒𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕕【Yandere! Shinso x Demon! Male! Reader】

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟡: ❝𝙗𝙚 𝙝𝙞𝙢!❞

Shinso's P.O.V

"thanks Kendo.." i thanked Kendo and took the bag with medicine
"no problem, also somebody wanted to see you so i brought them here" she smiled

huh? somebody wanted to see me?
i wondered who could it be, since i don't think i caused any trouble or something
well... aside from the church incident...

maybe the cleaner has something to discuss with me... great

"who?..." i sighed knowing that this is probably the end of my priest carrier
"Y/N! he's right here" Kendo smiled and moved out of the way
there stood Y/N, he was grinning. he knows something

he waved at me pretending like nothing ever happened
i don't want to see him... please leave, he's the reason i feel sick and so misplaced

"miss uh.. Kendo! yeah. can i give the medicine to him? as a gesture of gratitude" he smiled at Kendo
he's so ugly when he smiles...

"you know your way around medicine?" Kendo asked him
he nodded "i might not seem like it but medicine is my specialty"
she smiled "alright then, i'll leave it to you two boys. i'll be downstairs if you need something"

Y/N nodded again, pushed me into my room and also came in, closing the door behind himself
this is it, this is the day i die

he took the bag out of my hand and pushed me onto the bed so i was sitting on my soft bedsheets
he pulled out something and examined it for a bit
he let out a little 'mhmm'
"you actually know what to do with that?.." i said as he examined another thing from the bag

he threw the bag on me "nope, i don't have any fucking idea what any of these things are, i just lied to that bitch"
don't call her that nickname... she's a lot better than you

"why did you lie, do you want to make me feel worse than you already did?" i asked hoping he'd say no
"eh, not really. i'd love to do that though~" he leaned against the window and sent me that gremlin grin of his
another reason to hate him... sadistic bastard

he let out a sigh "your room is so small, the place i live in is endless times bigger"
"you came here just to brag?" i said as i was getting tired of his antics
"i came to say that you need to close your blinds when you pleasure yourself, it would suck if somebody saw you" he looked into my eyes and i froze
he... saw that?

"i-" i was at loss of words, what am i supposed to say, 'thank you for the advice, i'll do that'? no way!
"you really enjoyed yourself didn't you. if you touched me like that earlier, i wouldn't be so harsh on that poor body and soul of yours" he chuckled

plenty of emotions were building up inside me, anger, embarrassment, fear etc...
"shut up, it was your fault..." i mumbled without knowing
"oh my fault? why is that?" he said in a teasing manner

i clenched my teeth, realizing that i am probably stronger than him so if anything happens, i can protect myself,
not like he can put any spells on me, he's in his human form. Also, i have holy water in my pocket, if at least a drop falls on him, his magic is as good as a fish without water

"if you didn't violate my body like that, i would be just fine! instead i have to have you cause me pain for no reason, go find someone of your size vermin" i glared at him, showing that i am not scared of him
i saw anger flicker in his eyes
he leaned closer to me, his horns showing a bit

he grabbed my jaw harshly "don't you dare speak to me that way, who do you fucking think you are?" he spoke lowly and seriously. His eyes pierced me like millions of daggers
damnit, he's stronger than i thought..

"it's your fault you're alive, if you weren't you wouldn't 'suffer'" he let go of my jaw and leaned back to his original position
"not like i want you in the first place, i want him" he crossed his arms and his horns disappeared, maybe it's an emotion thing with the horns and stuff.. i don't know, i don't study demonology

"him?" i asked still a bit shook up
"your soul you fucking idiot, i want to save him from being lost since you weren't doing so" he explained
my soul? i am my own soul, it wouldn't be me if it wasn't mine

"now you're talking nonsense" i sighed
"would you stop complaining and take those meds already" he hissed and pointed to the bag on the floor

i looked at it and then back at him "i'm not sick"
"not sick my ass, your stupid face says otherwise" he replied and played with his hair

i shook my head
we stood there in painful silence with only the birds chirping on the other side of the window

out of nowhere, Y/N growled
he's probably thinking about something

"what?" i asked
"you're so fucking boring, i thought you'd at least start panicking while i'm here but no, mister 'the only thing special about me is my hair' just sits here like i never ruined you. Don't you get it? you're under me now! i am your god now!" he yelled

"the fucking.. the pact thing. it's supposed to make you devoted to me right?! then why is it like this, am i supposed to claim you again? then sure!" he jumped atop of me so i was laying down and him sitting on my lap

i was startled but for some reason didn't fight him
he leaned down and ripped open my shirt

"h-hey hold on!" i grabbed his shoulders, trying to push him away
he grabbed my wrists and put his lips onto the crook of my neck

i felt him bite down into my skin harshly and hissed in pain
some liquids was dripping down from the place he bit, either blood or saliva

he made more of these kind of marks on my shoulders and neck
he let his guard down and weakened his grip on my wrists, so i grabbed his shoulders again and pushed him away from me

he fell on the floor and i sat up on the bed
"what the hell is wrong with you!.." i huffed out
i swear to god i saw tears forming in his eyes

"are you trying to kill me from blood loss?!" i yelled and fixed my clothes
"yes!" he yelled "just come to hell with me already! just care for me like you did already! just be him already!!"

i slapped him "shut up! i have no idea what you're talking about, but shut up! i m not what you want me to be, plus i could never care about you the way you want! i'm so tired of you"
he held his cheek and looked at me with disbelief "you..."

he stood up and made his way towards the door
he shot me one last glare, opened the door and stormed out

i could hear him running down the stairs, also he seemed pissed like never before

i let out a sigh and Kendo came to my room
"father Hitoshi? what happened?" she asked in a worried manner

"it's nothing, don't worry" i brushed her off "Kendo, if you ever meet him again, don't invite him here. he's not a good person"
she nodded, a bit confused

~

i found bandages somewhere in the building and i put them on the harsh bites he made
when i got to look at them in a mirror i noticed that they were pretty deep, especially the fang marks
they weren't too bloody, but still more bloody than i'd like...

curse you Y/N...
i sighed as i sat on my bed again

what does he mean by him and soul? maybe i should do research on that..
i chuckled to myself
not like i'll be seeing him again though