He'd do anything. He'd do anything to get back what was once lost after leaving a scar. Well, in this case not what - but who.
Shinso finds himself more and more attached to a cretain who broke the balance of his boring life.
At fist he was hesitan...
Shinso gave me an ashamed expression He looked like a puppy that just took a shit on the floor and it's owners ain't too happy about that
"I'm sorry Y/n. I did it for you though" he put his hand on my cheek, smiling now. Bipolar ass... I pushed his hand off
"I don't care about why you did it. I want to know what did you do first, first of all. Then you can go off about some useless stuff" I put my hand on my hip, sending him a judging expression
He nodded "I actually got confronted by Aizawa earlier today that my soul wouldn't be able to get to the underworld with you yet since it wasn't stained enough... So I tried to... You know"
Aizawa really did?? Damn that fucker really has to butt into everything doesn't he
I put my other hand on my other hip so now my both hands were on my hips, i hid the knife in my clothes so he wouldn't see it just yet. Earlier, I wanted him to die in like a week or something, but it looks like it won't wait "I think he was just messing with you" I sigh "plus if he was actually speaking the truth, you wouldn't have to commit arson and attack random people"
He looked at the ground, seemingly ashamed "I know but I wanted to make a hundred percent sure I go with you. I don't think I'd stay sane if I was that far away from you..."
"You're already not sane" I groan "do you know what also counts as a sin according to that book y'all liked to worship back when you were a priest?" He tilted his head in a confused manner "no?" I shook my head "man I thought you memorized that book word for word" I mumbled "it's suicide. You'll commit suicide, right here, right now and right in front of me"
His eyes widen "w-what? Can't you just kill me yourself?" I shook my head side to side "nope, I don't wanna" He sighed in frustration, he really didn't want to do this for some reason
I reach for the knife "maybe you'll change your mind after you find out that I made you something as I promised" I pulled it out and held it out for him
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«Sorry, I can't draw hands :((»
He reached out for it and grabbed it by the handle The handle was wrapped in wine red leather that felt a little worn out already. The rest of the knife was made out of fine black, but slightly fading white near the edges, sharp steel The knife itself was kind of heavy
Shinso's finger trailed the red, glass, vein-like bump in the blade "What's this supposed to be" he looked at with a puzzled look I crossed my arms, a proud smile making its way onto my lips "that's my blood"
His expression looked even more puzzled We stood in silence "... Care to explain?" He broke the said silence and I made a little 'ah!' "Well, I have this friend that makes pretty nice stuff, so I wanted to challenge her. 'put my blood in the knife and seal it with glass' I said to her, and she did as i asked. Plus I thought it'd give you more motivation to kill yourself with this thing"
He slowly nodded, looking at me then back at the knife. This guy, I made him a gift and he won't even tha- "Thank you, it looks wonderful" he cut my thought short "it makes me happy that you made this just for me"
I shook my head "it's nothing I guess"
Yet again, silence filled the air. Today feels strange... "Where" he spoke out of the blue "Huh? Where what?" I asked in return "Where should I stab myself" his eyes landed looking straight into my e/c ones
I chuckled "haha, so you finally know how to man up, I'm proud of you" He hummed and nodded Seriously, what is wrong with him today. If I said that yesterday he'd be a puddle by now...
"I dunno, you decide" I shrugged and claimed up the nearest tree to sit on a branch, to watch him kill himself. I crossed my legs, waiting for the show with a big bright smile He just stood there, looking at the knife thinking
"... Heart" he mumbled almost incoherently "Louder Shinso" I raised my voice at him and he nodded in response "I'll stab my heart. Not only because it's effective, but also because I want to die with you still in my heart" That sounds way too cheesy...
"Sure, I don't care, get on with it already" I waved my hand up and down, to motion him to hurry up He took a deep breath
"Y/n" he started. I gave him a 'yeah?' and he continued his sentence "you won't stop loving me after I'm dead right?" I snorted, holding in a laugh "you can't stop loving something if you didn't love it before" He nodded and smiled
"I certainly won't stop loving you, you're one of a kind, beautiful, smart creature" he almost said with a drool falling form the corners of his mouth "I couldn't wish for anything more or better than you, because even with your own flaws, you're perfect in my eyes"
His voice got annoying right as he said the the first sentence He was so close to killing himself, yet he was dragging it out with useless nonsense
I hummed, my fingers tapping against the fir wood of the tree I was on from boredom
"I love you Y/n" with that, the knife entered his ribcage in one swift movement. It pierced him instantly, making him gasp He kept pushing until half of the blade was inside of him
After what he felt like was deep enough, he ripped it out letting his body fall to the ground with a thump With that he just layed there Bleeding out and probably already dead within seconds...
I jumped from the tree and walked up to him. I stared at his corpse for a minute before crouching next to his head He was facing the ground so I lifted his head by his hair, scanning his expression It was blank, yet he looked happy What a weirdo...
I turned his corpse over so that he was laying on his back The wound has probably pierced his heart from what it looked like, but I'm no doctor so. But he was bleeding out pretty fast
I ruffled his purple hair, smiling at his living form one last time. He always looked so tense, now he finally looked relaxed I kissed his forehead and hugged his neck
For the first time I felt in the wrong The things he could've done without me... I am so... So fucking... I choked out a little sob
