Dear Nobody

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Dear Nobody.

The very idea of customer service is such a twisted concept.
The whole "customer is always right" policy is bogus. We are literally grooming and training ourselves from young kids just getting our first jobs that we have to just take what someone says to you, allow them to treat you as they please. Your thoughts and feelings are irrelevant, and if you try standing up for yourself then you are completely out of line and will be punished accordingly. All that matters is customer satisfactory.

How fucked up is that? Punished, for having self worth for ourselves.
Then people wonder why the world is so fucked, and people struggle with depression and social anxiety, why the very concept of them is real and struggled with everyday.

Why is it okay to be taught to hide your feelings and emotions, to just smile while people generally treat you like shit.
Just be a doormat for others to trample on whenever they please. Just act calm and ignore the fact the that the creepy man makes you feel uncomfortable.

We're just giving the wrong people power to feel shitty about ourselves for the benefit of others.

I guess that's how therapists and doctors make their money, from the people who don't know how to cope and express their feelings because they are taught that if they do they are going to ruin their lives. But there is always someone benefiting off of everything, to not think that is simply foolish, in one way or another there is somebody in this world that will gain benefit off of anything. Somebody to hold the power over another as a trophy and use it towards their personal gain.

Some people don't even understand what their emotions means, they feel generally crazy and confused. Yet we allow it because of the fear of what will happen if we don't. The fear of how much having a job really holds power over us, because without one you can't survive.

So we all just suck up our feelings so the rent gets paid, we have food to eat and a place to sleep. Maybe that's where it all begins and thats where we allow the world to screw us over as much as it does. It's funny what fear can make a person do for their families and themselves.

When you truly think about it, it really is all so twisted.