When you love someone

Part 6

You stayed laying on your bed for a while, thinking about how much you may hurt Natasha.
She's your sister.
I know that.
So why are you doing it.
I don't know.
Why do you like your sisters girlfriend?
I don't know...
Why are you-
I don't know!
You know you weren't imagining a voice in your head. It was there. Clear as anything. Instantly you sit up and go outside the compound. You run around it taking your mind off of the voice. Natasha. Wanda..
*time skip*
After 5 laps of the compound, you sit down on the grass, not out of breath.
y/n: weird.
Your phone starts to ring.
y/n: hello?
W: y/n?!
y/n: Wanda? Are you okay?
W: Nats been hurt
y/n: n-no, she never gets hurt. She's to smart for that..
W: y/n, listen to me, I'm bringing her back now with tony, everyone else is staying back to help out. Can you stay calm for me? I just needed to tell you.
y/n: I-I'll try..
W: okay. I'm on the way.
Wanda hangs up.
You walk back into the compound and start pacing the halls. You lose track of time and see tony and Wanda rush in with nat. Your body froze.
Do something.
W-what?
Do something, she needs you!
I-I-
Now! It's the least you can do!
W-what?
Help her! You're sleeping with her girlfriend at least give her a reason to thank you!
Running over to them, you help Wanda and Tony get Natasha onto a hospital bed.
W: y/n come on, let Tony help her.
You shake your head, scared and worried, staring at the body, damaged and bruised. Natasha. Agent Romanoff. Your sister..
W: y/n please, she's going to be okay.
y/n: I-I can't lose her...
Your body starts shaking in fear.
W: hey, come on, calm down.
Wanda pulls you away from medbay and takes you to her room.
The fear suddenly goes away, and the anger takes over.
y/n: what happened?
W: she helped me. Saved me y/n...I'm sorry.
y/n: you let her get hurt?!
W: y/n...
y/n: no! You let her get hurt!
W: y/n, I told her not to! I'm sorry!
You're upsetting her. It wasn't her fault.
y/n: sorry...I'm just so close with her now. I can't lose her.
That's better, you're calm now.
W: I know, but she will be okay.
She places a hand on yours. Your eyes catch her gaze, those green, emerald eyes. The shine of the light reflecting off of them.
y/n: I'm just angry that's all...
Wanda leans in closer to your face and whispers.
W: show me how mad you are at me...
Her arms creep around your waist, pulling you closer. You think, what about nat she's hurt, what if she finds out, what if she doesn't get better, what if she-
Stop thinking, it's annoying.
What?
Stop thinking, just give her what she wants, you want it to.
You lean in and kiss her, moans fill your mouth as you trail your hands under wandas shirt. You smiling at your efforts to please her. You both remove your clothes and you pull Wanda up the bed, her beneath you.
y/n: I'll give you anything you want Maximoff...
W: you're so hot..
*after*
y/n: that w-was...wow...
W: yea...
You get up and start putting your clothes on.
W: where are you going?
y/n: checking on my sister.
W: okay, um, I'll come as well.
y/n: you better, you're her girlfriend.
You're ruining it.
Go away.
You need me.
I didn't ask for this.
W: yea...sorry.
y/n: it is what it is...can't do anything
Wanda should be with you.
No.
Nat doesn't deserve her.
Yes she does.
Natasha abandoned you in the red room.
Shut up! I don't deserve her! I don't deserve anything good!
W: y/n?
y/n: what?
W: I said are you okay?
y/n: don't know..
You walk off to medbay where you see nat in the bed.
Tony doing some tests. And your own reflection in the glass, a girl, a kid. A kid that didn't know what to do. About nat. About wanda. About herself..