jealousy. ━sofaygo

3.

it's been an hour since i talked to andre, but he still didnt text back. rn im hanging out with monique.

suddenly monique said

"you ever smoked before?" "huh?" i asked with an eyebrow raised. "I SAID you ever smoked before?" "no." i responded. "hm."

what the hell just happened?

"aight imma head back, my mama want me home." she told me. "okay, see you tomorrow." I said. "mhm."

why she actin diffrent? she walked out the door and waved me goodbye. i got a notification on my phone. i opened it.

andre🗿 yo

andre🗿 sorry i was gone so long i was wit my girl

its alr

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andre🗿 what's taking yo ass so long to type?

sorry

andre🗿 im not mad just asking

andre🗿 ik this kinda fast but do u wanna meet up

yes

andre🗿 u in atlanta right

yea if u want we can meet at a park or smth

andre🗿 aight you know bout *blank* park?

(ion know shit bout atlanta so just think of a word for the park lmfao)

yea it's down my street

andre🗿 aight so in 10min

alr

so now im seeing him 2 times now? i gotta check if i look good. a black hoodie and black baggie jeans with a white t shirt underneath. i decided to put on my air forces.

8 minutes later

i left early because the walk there is about 1 minute. i sat onna bench and looked at the floor. i felt someone sit next to me. i looked over to see andre. lord have mercy on my soul. he was looking so fine. "hhh" was all i said he giggled and looked at me "wassup rena. i read yo bio and it was In there so i guessed it was your name." he said.

i nodded my head slowly

he smiled and asked a question.

"do you smoke, or have you smoked?" i obviously didn't but i didnt wanna look like a clown so i said "yes." "here." he handed me a thing that i think had weed in it. i took it and he was watching me. i dont know how the fuck to smoke. what if i choke and die. oh lord if my momma find out bout this im gonna get the worst beating i ever had.

i inhaled and held in a cough. oh lord it felt like hell was rising from my throat. i could see him trying not to laugh in my peripheral. i released the smoke and i started coughing. he bursted out laughing and patted my back. "yo, ahaha" "are you ok?" he asked while laughing. "nigga what does it look like? IM DYING!!" i said dramatically.

i calmed down and sighed. i just almost died and the nigga was laughing 💀.

"do you wanna let me show you how to smoke? this shit is good." he asked. "sure.." i replied.

after getting the hang of it, i was high as hell. bitch i was seeing kittens all over the place. i got snapped out by andre talking.

"you look high as hell." he laughed. "I'm look high?" i said while looking up at him. "pffftt" he laughed. "rena you needa go home." "follow me!" i got up and started walking towards my house. "here is my house. thanks" i said. "no problem. i guess." he said while laughing. i smiled then opened the door to see my mom asleep on the couch. i  walked in the house and shut the door.

I walked into my room and got ready for bed, then went to sleep.