THE ART OF CLOSURE :: ZAYN

𝐱𝐯. 𝐇𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐘

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
it was nice seeing you too, haz !
it indeed has been a while.

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
kind of felt like old times just
without the other 4 idiots lol

𝗵𝗮𝘇
haha true

𝗵𝗮𝘇
speaking of one of those
idiots, we   didn't   really
talk about what happened
recently. is everything ok?

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i mean ... idk. i just think
everything    has    been
really  crazy and unfair.
i    don't    know what   i
expected but it feels like
everything        is      just
spiraling  out  of  control
when it didn't have to.

𝗵𝗮𝘇
yeah, i get it. i don't really
know    what    happened
between you and zayn,
and i wont pry, but i hope
everything works out. you
know he's use to letting
his ego get in the way, but
he really loves you. i hope
you know that.

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
i'm not so sure about that
if i'm honest. these past
few weeks have been of
him,    his   fans   and   gf
bullying   me despite me
defending    them   as    if
either of  them deserved
it. it just feels like this is
more than his ego taking
control, and more to do
with him realizing that this
break up isn't temporary
like the others have been
and i've truly moved on.

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
it just sucks because it took
me months to move on and
he had already given his
time    to    someone    new
before      even      officially
breaking up with me and
despite all of that ... i still
find   myself   not   wanting
to think a single negative
thought about him   even
now   that he's given me
even more reason to. we
spoke  recently  and  it  did
not  end well ... it just feels
like  the six years we had
together were just in vain.

𝗵𝗮𝘇
i promise you the six years
you were together were
not in vain.

𝗵𝗮𝘇
do you remember the day
that you first came to work
on tmh with us?

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
oh  god,  don't remind  me
lol. i was so prepubescent
and awkward. i  still  can't
believe julian took me
seriously.

𝗵𝗮𝘇
he didn't. that's the funny
thing   about    that    day
because    he     debated
allowing you to even step
foot into the studio from
the moment your brother
proposed the idea until
the morning you were to
come in.  despite it all,
zayn spent  every week
hounding him about  you
and  explaining how  not
having  you apart of  the
album would be an
absolute mistake.

𝗰𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗮
really? he never told me
that ... neither of them

𝗵𝗮𝘇
yeah, well, i'm breaking
my promise to never tell
you but that's just how
highly zayn has always
thought     of    you.    he
always advocated    for
you whenever he could
and he was always his
happiest   when he   did.
if he didn't connect with
us about anything else,
you were    always   his
favorite topic.

𝗵𝗮𝘇
i know in your heart that
you     know    that     he
would        never        do
anything   to   hurt   you,
and       instead      does
everything  in your  best
interest  even if the  way
he  goes  about it is the
most  idiotic and  selfish
way possible.