UNDESERVING

Chapter 31

I always obeyed everything you said!! I have always loved you!! Why did you do all these???!!! Tell me!! What have my parents, my family and I done wrong to you!!! or maybe I am wrong, right mom?? Please tell me that you're my real mom, tell me that everything I have found out isn't true and I will forget knowing everything, please mom..please don't tell me that you killed my mom, my dad, poisoned me with the charm potion..please don't tell me that you tried to kill my only son..everything's a lie right??? She isn't your daughter right?? You don't have any other child apart from me right?? Say something mom!!" Mew shouted in anxiety while shaking the Queen for answers

"Stop this Mew!!! You're insane!!! *pushes Mew away from her* Yes!!! Oh yes!! I did everything!!..you want to know why right?? Because I have always hated your mother!!! We were best friends but he took what was mine!! He ruined my plans!! I have always wanted to have this kingdom in my palms and planned to marry your father to achieve that but they both fell in love and married!! My hate turned ten-fold when he gave birth to you and guess what,I poisoned him so it would look like he died during childbirth *laughs mockingly* Oh my! that was my happiest day,the thorn was finally out of my flesh!!

I sympathized with Tharn and lied to him that his wife's last wish was for him to marry me so I could take care of you but that stupid man still refused to do so, it took months for him to agree because you really needed someone and since he thought that was Type's wish..he married me. I was beyond happy because my plans were in progress. I made sure to take good care of you though I hated you with my life, I didn't want to look bad in front of anyone.

"Why didn't you just kill me and my Dad earlier!!!!! Why did you wait for me to grow up, to have a family, why did you ruin my marriage!!! If you wanted the throne so bad..why didn't you do so earlier huh??!!!!!!! Why did you let me live!!" Mew screamed with anger as he failed to control his tears

"Ohh trust me..I would have killed you ever since but Tharn made me swear that I would really take care of you, that was why I couldn't kill you myself. I wanted to have a child with Tharn but that annoying man refused to ever touch me, I stopped caring about that though because I wanted the throne to myself and not to any child.

You then fell in love with a peasant who reminded me of Type..looking all innocent and kind. I immediately hated him so much, with a passion. Tharn loved Gulf for you so I quickly did what I could...*smirks* I got a potion for him to hate Gulf and always support me.

"Why..why did you kill my Dad?" Mew sorrowfully croaked out

"Oh well..he caught me making out with my young lover, so I realized it was time I killed him to be free to do whatever I wished. He never loved me but it would ruin my image to him so ta-da my lover finished him off but that stupid Gulf came to the kitchen and almost caught me. Luckily I hid and he saw only my lover with your father's dead body. I escaped to call you, I already knew what my lover could do and I was right when we arrived and saw them in that intimate position and remember *smirks* you believed that he was unfaithful to you and also killed your father..well well though you believed because were already in the influence of the charm potion my daughter put in your tea..it all played out perfectly for me"

"Then why...why did you come after Gabriel, what did my son do to you, he's just a little boy and you hurt him already!!! Do you have any idea how he would feel when he finds out that you wanted to kill him?? You're so evil and I won't ever spare you for all these" Mew vowed

"He was being a pest! An obstacle to my plan, I had to get rid of him by hook or crook, the festival was an opportunity for me to do so, if I killed Gabriel you wouldn't have another heir to the throne as I wanted to make you go mad from the death of your son...so what now??? Are you going to kill me??? Go ahead and do so,I am already happy and fulfilled that your life is already ruined, your wife and son hates you..and your daughter would follow suit when she grows up, Gulf would never love you again, his Prince Charming is on his way already trust me..he would fall in love with someone else..not you *hahahahahaha* I bet I can die now peacefully with a smile. Wherever you are Type..I hope you can see this, I ruined your little son's life. I was getting tired of this pretense" Queen Rose signed in relief

"You married my father..you said he never touched you so how did you have a daughter" Mew asked confusedly

"Oh her?? *smirks* she was a mistake I had with one of my lovers, Type was still married to your father at that time, I actually wanted to get rid of her but I didn't as I planned on using her to make my plan more easier in the future" Queen Rose said

"Mistake??? You just planned on using me?? Have you ever considered me your daughter or was it all for your ambition??" Jing asked,the hurt was visible in her face and noted in her tone

"Jing all I care about is the throne..I hope that answers your question" Queen Rose coldly answered taking both Mew and Jing aback.

"Guards!!!!!!" Mew screamed in anger and fury and hurried footsteps were heard

"Yes, My King!" replied the guards as they bowed

"Take this woman and tie her to the stake in the cold room, never allow anyone inside there..leave her there till I say otherwise,no food or water, nothing at all, understood?!???" shouted Mew

"Yes my King!" the guards replied as they took hold of Queen Rose, they didn't know what had happened..all they knew was to follow the orders of their King

"Is this all you can do?? Make sure to keep me locked because I would surely kill you and your family if I get the chance to" Queen Rose said while laughing mockingly as she was dragged out, what she said made the guards baffled..they made sure to tie her to the extent one wouldn't be able to cut or untie fast.

Jing was shocked at what her mother said, only if she knew..she wouldn't have helped her mother, she think thinks regrettably.

'I'm so so sorry Gabriel' she thought as tears quickly fell.

Mew left the dungeon where Jing was kept in a dazed manner, he couldn't believe all these were happening to him, the woman he thought was his mother was the one responsible for all these.

He couldn't believe it when his secret spies told him,where was he going to start from to amend things??..one thing Queen Rose said was really true and that is..his life was already ruined.

Mew quickly hurried to the ancestral hall and locked himself inside there, he quickly went to his late mother's tomb and cried his heart out, he kept apologizing for hating his mother

"I'm sorry mom, I'm so sorry...please forgive me mother!!! I was deceived, I thought she was my real mother..I was so stupid for avoiding father whenever he mentioned your name, father, mother..I'm sorry. Mom please I'm sorry..I love you..I love you so much, I want you back! You died an untimely death, you and father..I'm sorry..I'm sorry, forgive this disgraceful son of yours..I'm so sorry, I'm sorry..I will surely revenge you both, I will revenge you and dad!!! I'm so sorry..so so so sorry mom, I'm sorry....." Mew kept crying and apologizing as if to make up for the past time.

No one noticed Gulf standing near the dungeon to hear everything that actually happened. His heart was distressed when he saw how Mew looked when he came out of the dungeon. He looked so tired, dazed and soulless.

He approached Mew but the dazed Mew past him by and started to hurry to the ancestral hall, Gulf also followed him and watched him break down while apologizing to his real mother.

He wanted to comfort Mew so badly but he left as Mew needed a private moment with his real mother.

It was really saddening to know that the woman you have always thought was your mom actually ruined you and wasn't your real mom while you have always hated your real mom from the first day you learnt to understand things.