Yeah?

Are you lilhuddy's sis??

I got caught
You're friends with him?

Not really
He doesn't like me that much

Why
You seem so sweet

Idk he just always hated me:(

My brother says LA is filled with fake people that's why he doesn't like most of the people here

Well he's not wrong

So, be truthful
Why doesn't he like you?

I don't know

But it's okay ig

You're not really on social media that much are you

No
I only talk to charli and madi so I don't care abt social media and this stuff
Do you want me to talk to chase?
He's really kind and he probably thinks you're the one who hates him

I don't think that's a good idea
And it really doesn't matter
At least I have you :)
We're friends now

That's so cute kio
I have to go now
I'm going with charli to watch chase record his new song

Have fun and take care of yourself for me <3

Have fun and take care of yourself for me <3

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"his voice is surprisingly good"
I said making charli look at me
"your whole family has a talent. Imagine if you start singing too"
Charli said making me chuckle
"absolutely not"

"absolutely not, what?"
We both turned around and chase stood there, sweaty. He's been singing in the booth for like an hour.
"charli thinks I should be a singer too"

"absolutely not. You have to keep your breath at bay. And you, stop giving her ideas"
Chase said the last sentence to charli making us both roll our eyes.

Chase sat next to charli and she leaned on him a bit.
"ew charli, he's sweating so much"
I gave them both a disgusted look making him chuckle
"I'm not touching him, I'm just leaning"
Charli said smiling
"yeah she just can't keep her hands off me. I'm irresistible"
Chase smirked and charli opened her mouth offended which made chase laugh

These two are the cutest. I love them so much and if anything happens between them ever again, I will be sad.




























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"I don't know, K. It's not what I thought it would be"
I confessed my confusion to my big sister, Karissa, over facetime.
"Ellie, it'll be okay. I promise. All you have to do is just walk up to someone and introduce yourself to them"
Karissa tried to assure me with a smile. She knows howuch I usually struggle with social interaction. It stresses me out which triggers my ashtma.
"I tried. When we went to charli's house, Dixie and her boyfriend were there. He scared me so much that charli had to force me out of the bathroom. I couldn't even introduce myself. Honestly, I didn't want to. I just miss home and my room. I miss mom and dad and it's not even been a week. All I do is either hang out with charli and madi or Ryland. "

I was in my room in chase's house. I sat on the bed and hugged myself tightly as I brought my knees to my chest. I tried to blink back the tears as I looked at my phone, rested on a bottle of water.
" awwww, Ellie. Don't cry. It'll be okay. I love you so much. You're so strong. Remember what Sarah said"
My breath quickened just a little and my chest tightened so, I knew I had to get my inhaler. I pulled my inhaler out of my drawer and started breathing into it.
"better?"
Karissa asked once I pulled it away from my face. I smiled and nodded

Sarah is my therapist. She's been my therapist for as long as I can remember. Along with Nora, my lungs doctor. They have both been there for me every step of the way for years.

Because of these two. I'm still alive. I'm still holding on to this thin fragile thread calledy life.

Sarah was the one who suggested me going to LA in the first place. She said it might help me to be less socially anxious. I'm still trying a couple treatments for ashtma. Nothing's worked for me so far.

Perks of having severe ashtma, severe social anxiety and depression.









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looks like there's something going to happen with kio and ellie. Is it gonna be a beautiful friendship or something more👀👀

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