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Both lie on the bed..lost in their thoughts...

Shiva (mind) - Yeh mami ki behen k beti   buri nhi hai dil ki...mai isse bachpan se naffrat karta aaya hun...fir bhi yeh mere parivaar ke baare mai sochti hain....meri kitni care krti hai...
Pta nhi kyu uski smile dekh kr mujhe bohot accha lga...pr kya voh abhi bhi dev se pyaar krti hai....

Raavi (mind) - Shiva ko kya hua hai..mere liye gift laya..meri itni help kr kr rha hai...pr mujhe bhi toh accha lga na jab voh gift laaya...voh toh mujhse naffrat krta hai na fir kyu laya gift ??? Kya usne iss rishta ko accept kr liya hai....

At almost  6 am when shiva woke up but didn't find raavi to his side..
He searched her everywhere..he was now getting worried...he went to terrace..and found her sitting there on the bench...

Shiva - Yeh yahan hai..mai isse pure ghr mai dundh rha hun...(to himself)

He walked up to her and saw her sitting quietly enjoying the morning...

He wondered that she always had been chirpy..cheerful and happy..these days she has become quiet..

Raavi looked at him..and shifted giving him place to sit..he sat

Shiva - Tu yahan akeli kyu bethi hai ??

Raavi - bas yuhi..(she fake smiled)

Shiva - Tujhe kya laga tu smile kr degi toh mujhe nhi pta chalega ki tu kitna sad hai...

Raavi - Vese tujhe kese pata ki mai sad hun??

Shiva - Matlab tu sad hai na....

Raavi - Haan hun...pr tujhe kese pta?

Shiva - Bachpan se janta hun tujhe teri asli hasi aur nakli hasi dono ko janta hun...

Raavi looked at him in confusion..nobody has known the difference between her fake and real smile...and the person who hated her knows about it...

Shiva -  Mai janta hun tu iss shaadi se khush nhi hai....

Raavi - Nhi shiva ...esi koi baat nhi hai...yeh shaadi mere dukh ki vajah nhi hai...tu nhi hai mere dukh ki vajah....

Mai toh khush hun ki meri shaadi dev se nhi hui...uss shaadi mai khabhi khush nhi reh pati...

Shiva looked at her eyes...she felt the genuineness in her eyes...he knew she had left behind dev..

Raavi - mujhe khud hi samjh nhi aa rha ki mai dukhi kyu hun...mera sapna tha ki pandya parivaar mai aane ka...voh pura toh ho gya..pr mai fir bhi khush nhi hun....

Esa lagta hai..kuch ghaav reh gaye hai..jo bharna hi nhi chaahte..kuch sawal mujhe raat raat bhar jagate hai...(she tries to hold her tears but her efforts go in vain)

Shiva held raavi 's hand and said
"Mai hun tere saath raavi"

Raavi smiled..shiva knew it was the real one..the one which she had before the marriage..and the one she had
When he gifted her anklets...

Suddenly,raavi stopped smiling and turned to him

Raavi - Tujhse ek sawaal puchu??

Shiva - Puch

Raavi - Tu..tune..voh....

He knew she was going to ask something that had been haunting her from a long time

He held her tightly and kept his other hand on the joined them... as if assuring her that she can say anything to him...

Raavi - Kya tu iss shaadi se khush hai ????

To be continued...


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