"While I had to go to California for treatment because precious people died in my life at the exact same day, I still had to carry the burdening feeling of guilt and pain knowing I left both Soojin and Seojun when they needed me the most!" She cried out.
"Here you are acting all fine like it doesn't affect you." Hearing this made Suho's heart break into pieces, He didn't know that she was carrying so many burden.
While the two cried silently infront of each other, There stood a female figure next to some box from the side, She was supposed to get some fresh air but then she heard bickering, She heard everything, every word piercing through her soul, Guilt filled her when she heard Sowon.
Her back slidding unto the wall, Covering her mouth to stop a sob from coming out of her not wanting to interupt the two. After all this time of her blaming and getting angry at Sowon, She forgot that the brunette also had her own problems to deal with.
She was angry at herself for blaming and putting her anger out on poor Suho. How could she be so stupid to not even think of the taller's well being?
"Forget it, Get out of my sight." Sowon silently mumbled before pointing at the rooftop door.
Suho wanted to give her the comfort that her eyes was longing for but he knew she'd only get more upset, That was the last thing he wanted her to feel so he quietly hanged his head down and left with small steps.
Sowon broke down, Her knees landing unto the cold ground as she tried to put herself together, She didn't want anybody suddenly entering and seeing her in such weak state, That was the last thing she wanted but she failed to know that someone had already seen her fragile state.
"Why didn't you tell me anything?" Her head shot up hearing a voice that she had missed hearing.
Her heart beating so much due to nervouness, She didn't want the other female finding out on why she left because she knew she deserved the way she was being treated. Sowon shouldn't forget that she did leave Soojin in the dark.
"Soojin?"
Her voice becoming smaller and quiter as she stares at her with wide eyes, before those eyes suddenly held panic in them seeing Soojin fall beside her with regret painted in her expression.
"I'm sorry...I should've ask you on your side of the story before getting angry at you like that, I just couldn't take the fact you left me so suddenly when father was beating me so much." For the first time in a long fime she had seen Soojin break down, Tears freely running down her precious cheeks.
Sowon quickly embraced her and told her soothing words even if she herself was hurting as well "I understand Soo, I still feel so tormented whenever I remember how I just left." She raked her fingers through Soojin's silky black hair.
"I'll forever be ashamed of my words." She states in between the small sobs that escaped her mouth. Sowon who hushed her could only blink her own feelings away.
"I missed you so much, Sowonie." The Lee girl chuckled at the old nickname as she tries to lighten everything up despite her shoulder still feeling a little heavy.
It was much lighter than before since she knows that things between her and Soojin had finally settled down and they have fixed their misunderstandings.
"I missed you too, Soo." Soojin smiled before clinging unto Sowon's arms not wanting to ever let go, Afraid that the brunette would once disappear again.
"Why didn't you tell me you and Suho are twins?" She carefully asked not wanting to hurt the girl in anyway because of the question. Sowon just sighed deciding that she should just tell Soojin since she did deserve an explanation.
"Triplets you mean." She cracked a small smile before standing up with Soojin beside her "Back then people payed no attention to both me and Sojung, Even our parents, Since they only wished for a son, We got neglected, So since first year of highschool we just decided to not tell anyone anymore and went to different schools so we could avoid anybody's suspicion. That's why you also have not seen her." Sowon explained.
"Sadly, She got into an accident while I was away and got into a coma for a few years before she finally gave up. I couldn't compread everything, My mental health was going so downhill that I almost jumped off my balcony but Suho caught me just in time. Father sent me to California because he found a good therapist." Soojin looked at her with wide eyes hearing the deeper side of her story.
Now she felt extra guilty for the words she threw at Sowon without even knowing what the brunette was also going through.
"I'm sorry Sowon, I take back every single mean thing I told you. I regret saying those to you without knowing how much you are already enduring." Soojin rested her head on Sowon's shoulders as they walk the halls with some whispering at them.
"It's okay, We're good now and that's all that matters." She smiled sweety, hiding the upset feeling that she felt when the moment of her and Suho fighting resurfaced in her head.
"Oh! Soojin! Sowon! Have you two made up?" Soo-ah squealed, Sowon guessed that Soojin told them before that the two of them weren't in good terms.
Soojin nodded like a kid before turning to Sowon kissing her cheek which made Sowon scoff in delight but also cringing in the process "Kangsoo!" She exclaimed swatting the shorter as she sat down in her seat.
Suho from a far distance could only look at Soojin, Envy visible in his gaze, He was jealous that Soojin had come in good terms with Sowon meanwhile there he was still having a rocky relationshiop with his triplet.
He now understood a little bit on why Sowon had negative feelings towards him.
And he promised himself that sooner, He was going to fix his and Sowon's bruised relationship and go back to the way they we're, He missed having his twin by his side.
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𝗘𝗡𝗗 𝗢𝗙 𝗖𝗛𝗔𝗣𝗧𝗘𝗥 5!
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