His EX-HUSBAND (JINKOOK)

16:NOT READY TO FACE IT

(With that Jin went out to look for Hwanie, as it's time for his medicine. Jungkook sat there crying because of his stupidness, his agony. Why? Why it has to be like this? Why? He asked himself the same question multiple times though he knew the answer. It's all because of him. Only because of him.)

Jin closed the bedtime story book. He looked at his son beside him, sleeping soundly. It was their daily routine. Hwanie likes to hear story before sleeping. Before he don't have to do that cause back in their apartment Hwanie prefer Roni instead of Jin, to read the story for him.The reason was "His appa don't know how read the story in cool way." Jin pecked the forehead of his son, admiring his sleeping form.

Jin: Good night baby.

With that Jin slowly came out of bed, not wanting to disturb his son. He covered Hwanie with blanket and went to the balcony. While closing the balcony door, Jin glance at the room once again. This was the room he and Jungkook decorated before his delivery. He couldn't help but smile as Jungkook decorated the room just like they decorated years ago. The exact same. His mind wonder around in past. What would be his life this time if all that doesn't happen? Will Hwanie be at good health? Will he didn't have to count days like he do now? Will he be with Jungkook hugging and kissing, Hwanie playing with Yoongi and others? Stop. Jin stopped himself thinking like this. He shouldn't think like this. Those people mean nothing to him now.

Jin felt his phone vibrate in his hand. He looked at the caller. Roni. He realize that he forgot to call Roni back. HE must be worried. He hurriedly picked up the phone. He settled himself on the sofa placed in the balcony, leaning his head to look up to the sky.

Jin: Hello

Roni: I was waiting for your call. Is Hwanie asleep? Did you read him story? I bet he whined multiple times as you suck at reading the story for him.

(A warm feeling consume Jin hearing the voice. The voice of his now people. His now loved ones.)

Jin: Yes. He was really tired today. Fell asleep as soon as I laid him on bed. And Yes, he whined multiple times and said he will call you to read him story from tomorrow on.

Roni: I knew this would happen. Wahh I already miss you guys so much.

Roni: we miss you guys already. Its first time you guys are away from us.

Jin: We miss you too. Hwanie wanted to talk to Jennie. (Chuckle) He wanted to make her jealous by showing his new BTS album.

Roni: He is getting really naughty day by day. (Chuckle) Jennie was bugging me to call you whole day but now she fell asleep when you call. Let Hwanie call us tomorrow early morning, I really want to talk to him.

Jin: hmm.

(There was a pause for a moment. Jin wanted to tell Roni everything but he also didn't want to worry the other more. He has already done too much for Jin and his son. Jin couldn't bring himself to burden him more.)

Roni: So how all things gone. You meet Yoongi?

Jin: No. I didn't see him. I don't want to see him either.-------------------

(Jin paused. A tear rolled over his rosy cheeks. Now that he was talking to Roni, those emotions that he had bottled up since morning came out now. Resulting him to cry silently.)

Jin: This place is suffocating me Roni. Its pains me to come here again.

Roni: I know. But you have to bear with it Jinnie. For Hwanie.

(Roni said, he let Jin cry. After a few minutes Jin's cries subside down.)

Roni: So did you talk to Lee management about your job?

Jin: Yeah. It's cleaning job and it pays well. But I won't work for now. Hwanie needs me most now. After Hwanie get better I will look again for work again.

Roni: Hmm. ---------------------- Everything will be okay Jinnie.

Jin: THEY called today. THEY wanted to meet Hwanie this week.

Roni: Did THEY know about Jungkook?

Jin: Yes. I told them. And assured them Jungkook will not come in our way.

Roni: Are you sure about this Jin. Please think it again Jin. It's big. It will affect Hwanie's whole life.

(Roni again tell Jin to think Jin's decision. Actually, Roni was not agree with this decision of Jin's. They had big fight due to it in past. But later Roni decided to be beside Jin. He will support Jin, though he won't like the choices Jin was making.)

Jin: My decision is final Roni. There is no turning back now. Hwanie don't need a father who abundant him and called him names without seeing his face. He made him more miserable than born as an orphan.

Jin's decision was final. There is no going back now. They talk for some time and Jin went to bed, sleeping beside Hwanie, who soon snuggled up in his chest. He had big day ahead. 

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