MINE

Part 13:Fuck

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Hey guys read chapter 12 first then come back to this chapter to get the complete flow of the story,there was an error in publishing,I posted this chapter before chapter 12,sorry .
Chapter 13 is my favourite chapter,am excited to know your thoughts,share your opinions in the  comments!!

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Part 13!

Are you kidding me Mr Dave? I did nothing wrong, I said , this is all Damon's fault,he has turned me into this monster,he publicly humiliated me and you can't see that? Huh,you are taking sides here I will have to tell my father about it"I threatened.
"You can actually do that,it would be a favour because I wouldn't have to cover up for you anymore." He confidently answered.
" So now you are going to suspend me because I was just angry and expressed how I felt? Huh?the finals are just around the Conner." I tried to explain myself, this was like literally the worst day of my life,I hated being this vulnerable.
" That reminds me,I have received a complain that you crushed a first year's phone simply because they were laughing this morning. Can you confirm that? You know that is like an actual offense that has gotten you suspended for two weeks.Come back to do your finals." He said in cold blood. I was not going to sit there and beg him for the whole day,since he had made his decision then so be it. So I stood up and left.
"Wait," he shouted,"what?" I asked him." Do me a favour,make sure you let your father know the whole truth, or I will." Fuck! I cursed inside my head, stormed out of his office and banged the door behind ,I hoped that would damage his ear drums or something.
I wasn't going to tell my father anything,it's not like he was home or would follow up anyway, I would just call him once in a while like I always do, and act like everything is fine,so it didn't worry me. I was going to have a full week of mental break,do a little stalking for Damon here and there and binge watching from Netflix and chill. This felt more like a vacation than an actual suspension.I missed my friends,I wonder why they did not come to my rescue today anyway.
I drove home quietly just vibing to some bad bitch hip hop by Mulatto,I was really feeling myself,like I was on top of the world.
I got home ,changed into my pyjamas ,watched a movie,started a new series, stalked Damon's snap and saw that he had posted his new girlfriend with love emojis, then dozed off for a while. There was a knock at my door at around 3pm, I was excited, I was finally having some company after the long day I had in school. It was my friends,Sharon and Molly, I was so happy to see them,we hugged, ate some ice cream as we watched our favourite show,gossip girl. I felt a little relief for a minute and I actually managed to smile and separate my mind from all the drama I had today.
"By the way guys,where were you this morning? I was caught up in a lot of drama in such a short time,I can't even believe it." I broke the silence in between the watching.
" We were ,you know.. just," they started the sentence at the same time.
" I was not in school yet.."Molly said suspiciously.
" I was kind of nursing a hangover,I mean,like running errands,you know.." Sharon added nervously.
Something was absolutely wrong.
"Come on guys,I can tell you are lying, let's keep it a hundred." I regretted those words immediately after I said them.
" Okey,let's get the facts straight here,"Molly began," you get so crazy and dramatic when you are angry,you know,after telling you about the Damon thing,we kind of knew how you would react, honestly,we didn't want to be associated with that kind of drama with finals just around the corner, our grades mean a lot to us.." wow,that was actually depressing and a relief to here.It was depressing to know how my friends felt about me but it was a relief that they didn't just keep quiet about it.
"Plus we kind of knew about Damon and Alice,we felt kinder guilty for not telling you about that part earlier this morning,"Sharon added.
"You mean you guys knew about that and you didn't even give me a heads up?" I asked.
There was a weird silence between us.
So many things were crossing my mind right now,I felt so betrayed and so backstabbed by my best friends.
"You know what,will you please just get out and never talk to me, ever again?" I said calmly but in a very assertive manner. I didn't see the point of having friends who couldn't see behind my flaws and have the guts to tell me the whole truth.
I had put up with so many of their flaws and I never judged them in any way. It was like my heart had been pierced all over again and I was back to bleeding.
"You know you are going to regret this right?" Molly said .
" I will make new friends, everyone is dying to be my friend anyway,get out guys!" I just had to scream at them before I said any other words that I could regret.
"We can just talk about it,stop making a big deal out of it,that is not what good friends do,"Sharon added.
Wow,was she just lecturing me about how a good friend should be?
"Guys,don't you have finals to catch up with, well I do".I said and dramatically switched off the TV and went upstairs to my bedroom. They murmured among themselves,I was just hoping that they would give me space and leave,even though I would feel so lonely,I needed a lot of thinking for myself.It is like they read my mind,they just left even without them saying goodbye. I just slept for the most part of the evening,woke up around 9pm, ordered some chicken and  chips online had had that for dinner, continued with the series I had just began over the day until I fell asleep.
I woke up at around noon the following morning, it felt great not to have crazy disturbing alarms and having to rush to class and take quick showers. My phone calendar notification buzzed,my brother's birthday was just around the corner,I had not seen him in a while since he was taken to a rehabilitation center after overdosing opium. I hoped he would come home on that day,my dad usually bribes the rehab to let him free for that day for him to celebrate with his family,which he hardly does,he just visits his old friends to grab drinks or anything. I actually missed him this time so much,so I would do something special for him,even if he would not love it,at least I will have tried. Anyway I got into the shower, thoroughly washed my hair with any hair product I could find in the bathroom,I had so much free time in my hands I did not know how to utilize it and since I was single and nursing a heartbreak from my friends,I had to find other ways to keep myself busy. I took a really really long shower it actually lightened my skin a bit. I tried so many make up tutorials and so many cooking tutorials. I actually learned how to bake cupcakes,make biscuits and cookies,I did a little studying for my units,watched a little,played online games a little,rode my childhood bicycle in our yard a little,made so many cocktails and played music so loud. I ate loads of Popcorn too and that became my routine for everyday. Time flew so fast actually,I felt so much mental growth from within and I was proud of myself. At some point I traced the first year that I broke her phone and got her a new one, something kind, contrary to how I had always been and I was so proud of myself for that. I still stalked Damon,I could see he was happy with his temporary new catch,but not as happy as he would have been with me,you know am irreplaceable.
That aside,well,today was my brother's birthday,I had to put the self _centered me aside and prioritize his day. I barely knew my brother,we were like literally strangers bound together by a blood relationship. Last time I checked he was obsessed with video games,drugs and his gang. Wait,I think I remembered something,he loved his bicycle growing up and he actually cried so much when it was damaged and dad refused to get him a new one as a lesson for both of us to take good care of gifts when they are given to us. That is actually how I still have souvenirs even from my primary school. I was to get my brother's same old bike fixed and pimped and then get him a new pair of shoes and take him to have a nice hair cut later on .
I rushed to the store in our yard ,took his bike and was ready to load it in my car and take it for fixing when I saw something like my mum's car in the parking lot. Wait what? I hope Mr Dave did not tell them about my suspension and they are here to take me to the police station or giving me a lecture for two hours straight and leave. It's what my parents do,they are unavailable in all other things in life but scolding and lecturing is like their expertise." Mum," I screamed a little excited and surprised just rehearsing so many lies in my head.
"What's up?" I said as I gave her our normal awkward hug as usual." How have you been my baby,I missed you,look at you,so bubbly and grown up,"she said and squeezed me in such a warm hug. So weird was I caught up in a bubble of a horror movie or something? " How have you been"she said after the long awkward hug.
"Good, " I just answered like usual,"you?,how is dad by the way?"
I asked, " in the car"
Dad was here ? Why wasn't he getting out and yelling at me for being suspended. I could sense so much tension in the air and I hated it, I was in so much hot soup. Oh my God.

"Dad,hey," I greeted him awkwardly.
"How are you princess,I missed you,"he said ,it was honestly sickening to here those words,I never heard my dad say he miss me in like forever,I think someone just drugged my parents or something.
"Let's all get in the house please and be seated.,"my dad said and got out of the car.
Thud!
I was so dead.
We all sat around the dinner table,my mom looked nervous, disappointed,sad, weird, happy, confused and blank at the same time.
There was such an awkward silence in the room, a pin drop silence literally. I felt like shitting on myself literally.
" Is anyone of you going to talk? Okey I will go first, I don't know what Mr Dave told you guys,but I didn't actually beat that kid to death,it was just a little misunderstanding,and the phone I crushed was an accident too."I spoke so quickly as if I was reciting a poem and my parents faces were just blank,they were just staring at me.
"And I have replaced her phone anyway ,it is not a big deal,and I will apologize to the kid I fought." I continued and they just stared. Can't they just talk I was dying from that silence.
" Please,can you guys just say something... anything?, Dad...,mum??" I pleaded I was feeling like collapsing from their silent treatment.
" Okey sweerie,that was a lot to take in but that is not what we are here for," my mum broke the silence.
Oh my god,I am going to prison. I kept on thinking.
She interrupted my thoughts, "your brother is dead."
What?
What?
What!!!!
Wtf?!!.

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