Regret and Guilt

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Everyone went back to their respective homes.... 

At Kavin's home....

Kavin's pov:- goddd!!!! ye kya hogya merese.... how could i.... mene ye kese krdia... mene uss pr shak kia jo mjhe sbse zyadaa pyaar krti thi....jo mere lie duniya se ladne ke liye tayar rhti thi mene usske saath ye sb kia... (he hitted the vase in frustration)..... sharam aa rhi h mjhe khud pr.... jiss ladki ko m apni jaan khta tha uske hi character pr ungli uthayi.... pta nhi kya kya bola usko.... usne vishwas krke apne aap ko mjhe saupa or mene... chiii.... sahi kaha tha Purvi ne ki merese gira hua insaan koi ho hi nhi skta... aree uske character ko choro... mene to uske or Dushyant ke rishte pr bi ungli uthayi.....(Then he realised wht he said)... Dushyant jo bnda mjhe apna bhai maanta tha  usko bi pta nhi kya kya bolgya.... lekin Purvi ne bi to mjhe kuch nhi btaya.... glti to uski bhi h na...hnnn h lekin Kavin glti teri zyadaa h..... usne to mission ke lie ye sb kia lekin tune... tune to uske charitr pr hi sawaal khade krdie.....usko physically mentally or emotionally kitnaa torture kia tune... aree yaha tk ki tune to usse marne ki bi baddua dedi thi.... kya hogya tha mereko... chiii.... kya krdia mene ye.... ek kaam krta hu kl Purvi se maafi maang leta hu... hnn mjhe pura bharosa h ki wo mjhe maaf kr degi... aakhir wo bi mjhse utna hi pyaar krti h jitna ki m.... 

then he saw his hand in blood as he hitted the vase in frustration....

he slipped back into flashback

flashback starts

after the bus highjack episode

Acp sir:- good work Kavin.... tumhe chot lgi h...(to Purvi) tum Kavin ka first aid krdo....

Purvi:- jee sir.... (to Kavin) aaiye sir....

Purvi took out dettol and started cleaning his wound....

the moment she applied it on his wound he flinched in pain

Kavin:- aahhhh

Purvi:- oopss srry sir... zyaddaaa dard hua kya... rukiye...

now she started applying dettol while blowing his wound so that it doesn't hurt as much.... and here our Kavin ws already lost in her angelic beauty... he came out of his la la land with Purvi's voice....

Purvi:- hogya sir(with a smile)

Kavin:- thnk u....

and she went and here our Kavin ws staring at her retreating figure... that ws the frst time he felt something fr her....

flashback ends

he smiles remembering the flashback....

Kavin's pov:- bss kl subah ka intezaar h or hm phir saath honge.... m sure tum mjhe maaf kardogi.....

Here at Purvi's house

Purvi was holding a photograph in her hand... it was of her mother....(she ws cring while holding that photo....

Purvi's pov:- mumma kaha ho aap... aaj mjhe aapki sbse zyadaa zarurat h... plss vapis aajao... aaj bht akela feel ho rha h....aaj itne saalo baad esa lgra h jese ki mera koi nhi h iss duniya m....ya phir shayad m hi kissi ke layak nhi hu... Rishi jo mjhse itna pyaar krta tha usse dhoka dia uski feelings ke sath khela.... or Kavin usse bi kitna dukh pahuchaya mene..... hnn lekin iska mtlb ye nhi h ki m usse maaf krdugi... maana mene jo kia glt tha.... lekin wo meri mazburi thi lekin usne usne ye sb kis mazburi m kia... kis mazburi m usne mere character pr sawaal uthaye.. aree usse acha to Rishi tha... inn 1.5 saalo m kbhi bhi bina meri permission ke usne mjhe chune ki koshish nhi ki... kbhi mjhe kissi cheez ke lie force nhi kia.... mene socha tha ek baar mission khtm ho jaae phir Kavin ko ache se manati usse srry bolti lekin ab.... ab to mjhe uski shakl se bhi nafrat hogyi h... mene hmesha socha tha ki wo baaki sb ladko se alg h lekin nhi m glt thi... wo bhi baakio jesa hi nikla jisne mere itne saare boyfriends hone pr mere hi character ko glt kaha or to orr mjhe bazaru aurat bi bola.... (while crying)

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